DD #44

Steph likes me still! She has a thing about her which makes me want to ask her out. She was speaking to me earlier outside PSE sayin that she was never goin out with Mouldy and that Mouldy's just spreadin shit. Proper funny. We got talkin n it was like before when I was goin out with her. We get along dead well. Then she started askn me bout that txt where I sed she woz well outta my league and that she woz fit as fuck. She sed dat Laura had sed I sent her a txt but wouldn't tell Steph wot it sed. So Steph woz wonderin wot it sed.

When I got home I foned Webby tell him that Mouldy's a lying bastard and that he's full of it. Then I txt Steph and askd her if Laura had told her wot the txt sed n she sed yeah. She sed that I woz sweet n that she thinks we're in the same league as each other n that she'd txt Laura. I told her I'd get it outta Laura wot she'd wrote so she told me. She sez I have a gr8 body n that she likes me n that she'd say yes if I asked her out - hint hint. But I'm gonna wait for her to ask me out but I'll probably crack under the pressure and ask her out.

Fuck, she's fit.

DD #43

Em's fine now.

Did my collage today. It looks fine. I also drew a Juve badge on your back cover.

I ain't having a brace. I went the orthodontists on Wednesday and they said it would involve a lot of treatment and train tracks for a minor adjustment, so I said no.

I had a lot to tell you, but I can't remember it. All I remember is that Laura Allen says I'm outta Steph's league but I think she's outta my league.

I have new scores on my Nokia.

SNAKE II: 3043
SPACE IMPACT: 12035

DD #42

I ain't wrote 4 a few days. Some fucked up shits been goin down. Yesterday (God rest all the people who died in the twin towers tragedy 11/09/01) Em was depressed bout sommet at school. Manda was cryin and I was left confused.

Then after school she txt me tellin me she wants to kill herself, could I fone her. So I foned her and she told me she's been making herself sick after eating, slashing her arms open, and that she thinks she's fat, ugly, and everyone hates her. She also said on a txt that she thinks she has breast cancer. I spent £3.27 talkin' to her but I didn't take her seriously. I didn't think she'd do nefing.

Now 2day she didn't come school, but I can't ask use the house fone in case I get asked why and I can't txt, or fone off my mob cuz she finks I ain't got no cred so I don't know what's happened to her. Lots of shits been flyin like that shes stuck sox in her mouth and choked herself with something, also that she threw herself off a bridge into a canal and that she thinks she has a brain tumour because she frequently coughs up blood, has nose bleeds, and blacks out.

I don't love her but I care about her, and I don't want her to die, especially not kill herself.

P.S.

My scores on my 3410:

Snake: 2319
Space Impact: 11835
Bumper Golf: 89750
Snake: 51150
Munkiki - Completed

DD #41

Today's alrite.

It was my b/d yesterday. I had some gel, some Lynx body spray, and £34 which I spent on 2 CD's (an album and a single): Nickelback - Too Bad, and Smash Hits Let's Party, a TOTP magazine, a £10 top-up and some Lynx body gel.

I'm gonna colour in the pic opposite in a minute.

I nicked 2 fotos off Em of her and Manda - smart. Also I got a pic msg of a b/d cake.

I've kicked ass on Knockout Kings 2000.

I need to record these scores (3410 high scores):

Snake II = 2319
Space Impact = 11835
Bumper = 34900

P.S. I ain't colouring it in case I fuck it up.