DD #62

Holler back! Word!

I've just got back from Sainsburys. bin talkin to the gorgeous babe that is Steph Hand for nearly 2hrs! She's just amazing and I want her so bad. We get on like a house on fire so I can't understand for the life of me why we can't ever make our relationships last. I love you Steph more than I could ever express + I want it too work between us. She is exquisite in every detail. A perfect dazzling smile, gorgeous pretty eyes, a priceless figure aka perfect. I'm probably going up her house/out with her somewhere sometime this week. It was going gr8 tonite till some woman came and asked if I was a customer or if I worked there, and then asked me to leave - insanity! There were no customers around and Steph was just sitting behind a till alone. I was hardly hurting anyone! But oh well, she's txtin me l8r let me no shes home ok, cuz she's catchin a cab home at 10pm + some greasy perv cud take her. I'm straight up genuine. I don't talk to girls just to get them into bed. I really like to get to no girls - especially Steph - I could swear it's love. I really enjoy being around her - she's fun to be with.

On other subjects - I'm 16 on 3 weeks today. Sweet - it'll be legal for me to indulge in sexual intercourse, and smoke (not that I'm going to!).

Also 2 days ago I went Drayton Manor Park. It was good (not for Matt though). It was a long coach journey there + back but was worth it! I went on Apocalypse 4x (twice with no floor beneath my feet + a harness holding my whole weight), the Shockwave twice, the Maelstrom, Storm Force 10, The Pirate Ship + the scariest ride of all (solely because it looked like it was about fall down) The Klondike Mine Train - Tez came on all the same as me save the Apocalypse 1 time though it took some persuading to get him come on some of the rides - Matt went on 2 rides all day - The Pirate Ship + Storm Force 10 - all he did was walk around the rest of the day cuz he was scared 2 go on the other rides.

I can't get Steph off me mind cuz she looked fuckin stunning tonite. She is just mind-blowingly attractive + amazing. FUCK. I want to get back with her so much.

N E way, I'll rite agen soon.

Holler pppppppp... popcorn - playa.

DD #61

I ain't wrote 4 a while - wot up?

I ain't bin doin much jus finkin bout the infamous Steph Hand + Becky Crane.

I saw Steph up Stoke last weekend n she sez she's startin' workin at Sainsburys in Stoke on Wed. She'll be workin Weds, Thurs, + Sats from 6pm - 10pm on the tills. Maybe I'll c more of her. I missed her deep down. She's in Benidorm at the moment and has been since Tues - shes gone 4 a week. She'll neva no how deeply I feel for her and I have held a torch for her for like 4yrs nearly! I've been livin in denial for too long. I've got to the point where I'd nearly convinced myself I had got over Steph - yeah, right! I'm as infatuated with her now as I was when we 1st started goin out. Even though she's finished me like 4 times, it ain't even scratched the surface of my opinion of her. She deserves to be wrapped in cotton wool and stood on a solid gold plinth. She's a complete gem, an angel - my angel. I have feelings for her I never knew existed. I long for her touch, to cuddle up with her, and to wake up to her flawless angelic face. We've had our differences but I want her back more than ever.

Then there's Becky. Gorgeous, fit body, and mysterious. I've never been with her and I really want to. But is it worth risking and jeopardising any chances I have with Becky for Steph? It's inevitable I'll make the wrong decision but I'll write soon.