DD #61

I ain't wrote 4 a while - wot up?

I ain't bin doin much jus finkin bout the infamous Steph Hand + Becky Crane.

I saw Steph up Stoke last weekend n she sez she's startin' workin at Sainsburys in Stoke on Wed. She'll be workin Weds, Thurs, + Sats from 6pm - 10pm on the tills. Maybe I'll c more of her. I missed her deep down. She's in Benidorm at the moment and has been since Tues - shes gone 4 a week. She'll neva no how deeply I feel for her and I have held a torch for her for like 4yrs nearly! I've been livin in denial for too long. I've got to the point where I'd nearly convinced myself I had got over Steph - yeah, right! I'm as infatuated with her now as I was when we 1st started goin out. Even though she's finished me like 4 times, it ain't even scratched the surface of my opinion of her. She deserves to be wrapped in cotton wool and stood on a solid gold plinth. She's a complete gem, an angel - my angel. I have feelings for her I never knew existed. I long for her touch, to cuddle up with her, and to wake up to her flawless angelic face. We've had our differences but I want her back more than ever.

Then there's Becky. Gorgeous, fit body, and mysterious. I've never been with her and I really want to. But is it worth risking and jeopardising any chances I have with Becky for Steph? It's inevitable I'll make the wrong decision but I'll write soon.