An overview of opinions and observations for the month.
01/11/2013 @00:40
I'm just 44 PS3 trophies off 1500, but I better
be going to bed. I tend to overlook the fact that although I'm only working
until lunchtime on a half day shift, I still need to get up in the morning at
a reasonable hour!
01/11/2013 @14:12
I appreciate this will sound absolutely crazy to
some of you, but complaining about the weather won't actually change it. I'm
sorry to shatter the illusion.
01/11/2013 @22:05
7hrs later, I may have a headache, but the
credits are rolling and Bioshock 2 is complete.
[feeling accomplished]
02/11/2013 @00:23
You were out my grasp faster,
than my eyes could even see the
fractures.
02/11/2013 @09:16
Daddy time!
[feeling excited]
02/11/2013 @13:04
My lil girl is sharing & feeding me Wotsits!
#adorable
[feeling loved]
02/11/2013 @16:59
I bet Begovic isn't whinging about how windy it
is...
03/11/2013 @00:28
Bloody toe'ing hell! When fun turns rough :/
03/11/2013 @17:21
"What's some things that make you happy, keep you going in life?"
"Cake."
#KarlPilkington
03/11/2013 @17:49
A photo is a window to a memory.
[feeling
nostalgic]
03/11/2013 @21:21
Look in our daughters eyes, and just try to imagine,
never seeing her
again after all that has happened.../
We're both part of her atoms
perfect DNA pattern,
if either of us were absent the fragments wouldn't
be balanced.../
Our Princess wouldn't be present, you know that much is
apparent.../
So I can't hate you... even if you make life a
challenge.
03/11/2013 @23:25
My latest track is an honest song from the heart
about the situation with the Mother of my child. We've had our differences and
a hell of a lot of water has passed under burned bridges, but deep down the
situation still hurts me. The events that unfolded over time served to only
worsen the confusion, and to this day I still genuinely have no idea where it
all went wrong, or what caused the mess I'm left with today. Life is too
short, and I try to be amicable at every opportunity, but there seems to be an
overwhelming necessity in my ex's life to be awkward, and to make my time with
Ilysha as uncomfortable as possible. I've been justifiably angry and said
things I shouldn't of at times but I can't even hate my ex when all is said
and done, because without my her, I wouldn't have my beautiful Princess. I
genuinely mean it when I say I want nothing but the best for her, because if
she is happy, then my daughter stands more chance of being happy too. I hate
the tension and atmosphere between us, and I just wish she could lay the
conflict to rest for our daughters sake - at the end of the day, our child is
the only one who suffers as a result. But it's out of my hands, and instead I
have to just make the best of a bad situation...
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab/song/19077187-vulnerable]
04/11/2013 @11:46
It may be a bit cold today, but I really don't
mind when it's sunny... sunshine has this crazy power to make everything seem
better that I cannot explain. Had a lovely weekend seeing my children, friends
and family, and I'm currently sat curled up in my pyjamas watching TV with a
brewski before I head off to work and I just feel calm and at peace with
everything in the world. Thinking of my brother Ricky today and remembering
that every day here is a blessing, so appreciate the time you have - and no
matter what happens, just try to stay positive. Dum spiro spero.
[feeling
positive]
04/11/2013 @18:43
The simple beauty of life is forgotten, amidst
the man-made drama we create. We often overlook and take for granted the only
things that truly matter, and instead invite in problems that suffocate our
happiness. Stop trying so hard, and just let it be. Que sera sera.
[feeling
carefree]
04/11/2013 @22:08
"Nah, you don't know me, lightning above and a fire below me.../
You
cannot catch me, cannot hold me, you cannot stop, much less control
me.../
When it rains, it pours, when the floodgates open, brace your
shores.../
That pressure don't care when it breaks your doors, say it's
all you can take,
better take some more!"
[with Christopher Downs]
04/11/2013 @23:37
I was vacuuming blocks with my mouth to get them
to stay in place whilst Ilysha was grabbing them, and then she kept trying to
copy me hehe :) - it's crazy how much kids replicate what they see! :') x
04/11/2013 @23:55
Ilysha sharing her wotsits with me, this
continued afterwards, for every one she ate, she fed me one haha x
04/11/2013 @23:47
My attempt to get her to pretend to answer the
phone how she normally does didn't work properly, but she still said "yeh-yeh"
which is her way of saying "hiya" hehe :) - she loves reading her books too,
well usually me reading whilst she looks at the pictures haha x
05/11/2013 @00:15
Char-char on my microphone, he was supposed to
be singing (he often does) but he was a bit camera shy, love my lil' boy even
if he smacks me in the face for stealing the microphone! :) x
[with Dawn
Wheels Owen and Sheila Scott]
05/11/2013 @00:21
Thank you Uncle Mozzaa, as you can tell, she
liked her presents :') x
[with Matthew Morris]
05/11/2013 @00:24
"As part of my upcoming home workout video for
parents, this is a small clip of how to include the classic "Leg Extension"
weightlifting technique whilst entertaining a small child. As you can see,
both you and your child will receive the benefit from this simple and
effective approach; you will get those strong quadriceps, and your child will
be easily amused and happy. The choice of workout music is up to yourself,
however I personally opt for the CBeebies soundtrack CD. Keep your eyes open
for the full video in shops near you soon..."
[with Leigh Leigh]
05/11/2013 @00:34
I had a feeling my lil' Princess would like this
when I bought it, and it does keep her attention thanks to the variety! I've
learned that at 1yrs old, children's attention spans are practically none
existent! And yes, that is me doing the duck impression at 40 seconds! :P x
05/11/2013 @00:46
Excuse the middle part of the video, I had a can
of Rockstar energy drink that my Princess was distracted by that I was trying
to hide from her haha, but she has a lovely little wiggle at the start and a
beautiful little sing to the alphabet song at the end! :') x
[with Angie
Scott]
05/11/2013 @00:52
I think it's time I stopped spamming everyone's
newsfeed with videos of my daughter and went to bed ready for work in the
morning! Huge smile on my face though, I could watch videos of my children
constantly and always be happy! Love you Ilysha & Charlie ♥
[feeling
blessed]
05/11/2013 @07:48
Time waits for nobody, and before you realise it
today is tomorrow, and tomorrow is yesterday. So discard your troubles,
embrace your potential, and carpe diem!
05/11/2013 @18:35
"Lazy little shits at home, they call Childline if you ask them to put the
kettle on." - #KarlPilkington
[watching The Moaning of Life]
05/11/2013 @19:01
"Don't be thinking I've got broody from just seeing a bit of jizz whizzing
about a screen. Ya'know, just cause I've got good sperm, it doesn't mean I'd
be a good Dad, does it? It's two totally different things. There's loadsa
people out there with driving licences but they're shit at driving."
- Karl Pilkington hahaha fucking crying!
[watching The Moaning of Life]
05/11/2013 @22:21
Curled up in my PJ's on my armchair, with my
sleeping bag wrapped around me, nice and cosy with the lights off...
[watching
World War Z]
06/11/2013 @00:34
So warm and cosy in this sleeping bag that I
think I'm going to just hop upstairs in it like I'm doing the sack race at
school and jump straight into my bed. If I don't update my status in the
morning then send an ambulance to my address because I've probably fallen down
the stairs as a result. Wish me luck.
06/11/2013 @09:18
You can make excuses, blame this, that and
circumstances... but the truth is that you're the only person capable of
holding you back.
06/11/2013 @20:17
"This is it... /
It's what you eat, sleep, piss and shit!"
06/11/2013 @22:23
Intense episode! Fuck about!
[watching Sons
of Anarchy]
06/11/2013 @23:27
I used to be very dismissive about politics,
wilfully choosing to close my eyes. I believe that was the result of the
facade presented all my life, whereby we are engineered and manipulated into
turning a blind eye and not looking outside the four walls around us. How
unglamorous is politics? We grow up with this picture of fat old white men
with red cheeks and elegant clothing around a big table discussing issues that
ultimately don't seem to affect us. That is the myth that they propagate to
keep you ignorant. The truth is much different. The reality is much more
important. Firstly I want to point out something most people fail to
acknowledge. The media is controlled by the Government with the sole purpose
of blinding the mass population from the real issues of society, where behind
the mask, politicians are merely the puppet masters in a huge corrupt game of
smoke and mirrors. The naive ignorant masses blindly swallow up all the
celebrity gossip, trivial news reports and consumerist bullshit that
ultimately serves only to preoccupy them in their small superficial worlds,
meanwhile we are all exploited and controlled to profit a select minority.
Instead of preoccupying yourself with mundane bollocks that is of no benefit
to your living conditions or your economic status, try shutting out the
distorted media that is distracting you and seek the real stories out that
matter. They won't tell you on the 6 o'clock news about how fucked up the
world really is behind the mask - sure they will show you about war and crime,
because they know it will make you fearful and welcoming of the illusion of
protection presented by a Government body. The world is being exploited and
destroyed, the population enslaved by corporations who's sole purpose is to
sell you shit you don't need so that they can profit from your superficial
fantasies. And you parade around your mates with your new phone and expensive
clothing like it makes you something special? You're just a pawn in a much
bigger game who has been convinced that wasting money on frivolous non
essential expenditures makes you more important than the next man of a lower
economic class. The social status ladder is a bizarre man made beast where the
majority compete to prove they're "better" than other people by spending money
on more expensive crap and by becoming so self obsessed with their image that
they pour their hard earned money back into a corrupt system engineered to
profit from it. I could honestly go on about this all night, but I notice this
is already reaching "essay status", and I know regretfully that the content
will be overlooked by 99% of you. And it's such a shame, because you don't
even realise your ignorance will be your biggest downfall, and the combined
ignorance of the population will be the ultimate undoing of the entire
generation. So I sit here wishfully hoping like some naive pipe dream that at
least a handful of people will hear what I'm saying and open their eyes to the
situation... but unfortunately, ignorance truly is bliss for many, and they'd
prefer to take the blue pill than the red, and sit comfortably inside their
Matrix as slaves to the system. And such is the generation in which I was
raised, and my heart bleeds for the generations that follow in our wake.
[with
Christopher Downs, Sean McDevitt, Sylvester Sylvester and Brittany Edelman]
07/11/2013 @09:22
This morning, my coffee is serving two purposes.
Waking me up, and warming my hands.
07/11/2013 @18:38
After 4 days arguing with LAA and my Solicitor,
I've finally received the response I was after... I owe nothing, but my
Solicitor is a pipe and hasn't bothered filing the necessary paperwork. I'm
still naive in some ways, like expecting professional companies to be capable
of doing their jobs properly without requiring me to remind them how to do it.
Smh.
07/11/2013 @19:14
"Lucky no permanent damage.../
Cause they hurt you so bad, it's like
they murdered your ass and threw dirt on your casket.../
But you
returned from the ashes.../
And that hurt that you have, you just
converted to gasoline."
07/11/2013 @19:54
My life has been a crisis,
right now it might seem like the
nicest.../
Look in my iris, it wasn't always like this.../
I've
got priorities strangled in the tightest vice grip.../
Demons of my
past I have to fight with.../
White fists might miss hits but I'll
survive it.../
Reviving skeletons I buried on my night shifts.../
Confined
to my memories, I'll dig them up to write this.
[feeling expressive]
07/11/2013 @21:33
Out of sight, out of mind? That's beyond me.../
Because my daughter
and my son are thought of fondly.../
Even when they aren't around
me.../
I never found a purpose - the purpose came and found me.../
Now
at night I'm sleeping soundly.../
Speaking proudly of the blessings
that surround me.
[feeling inspired]
07/11/2013 @22:55
Please take the time to listen to my latest
track... over Mic Righteous' 'Fire In The Booth' beat, produced by Red Skull.
Really happy with the outcome of tonight's labours!
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab/song/19117168-resilient]
08/11/2013 @15:07
Washer on...
[watching New Girl]
08/11/2013 @15:29
Dishes washed...
[watching Arrow]
08/11/2013 @16:00
6hrs sleep done...
[travelling to Pure Gym]
08/11/2013 @16:01
Gym done...
[travelling to Connect
Insurance]
08/11/2013 @16:02
Work done...
08/11/2013 @16:15
Hoovering done...
[watching Revolution]
08/11/2013 @17:39
Tea cooked...
[watching The Big Bang
Theory]
08/11/2013 @18:19
Lounge tidied...
[watching We're the
Millers]
08/11/2013 @20:31
Shopping done...
[watching Logan]
08/11/2013 @23:55
Day done...
09/11/2013 @09:15
On the way pick up my Princess :) x
10/11/2013 @01:16
It's definitely not about having a dead phone
battery!
10/11/2013 @11:01
"Dulce et Decorum est pro patria mori."
10/11/2013 @12:53
If you didn't listen the other day when I shared
it, find the time now :) - my latest track produced by Red Skull... thanks for
the support!
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab/song/19117168-resilient]
10/11/2013 @13:02
"All we have is each other in the end.../
Keep in contact with your
brothers and your friends."
♥
"Night gets darkest right before dawn.../
What don't kill you makes you more strong."
We are ignorant as a species, as humans. We are driven by our fears, our insecurities; we allow our curiosity to guide us blindly into the unwavering darkness knowingly against our better judgement. We continually convince ourselves that something wrong is right, that something bad is good, that our flaws are the fault of somebody other than ourselves. We blame media; the films, the music, the computer games, even religion. We find scapegoats at every turn to justify our own atrocities and misjudgements. We ignorantly repeat our lies into the mirror of our subconscious until we believe them all wholeheartedly, until we convince ourselves that we are not to blame.
I predict an early night today... wonderful time with my beautiful daughter yesterday, then an awesome night with some top class mates, and a brilliant day with my handsome Godson this afternoon... and I'm up for the gym at half 6 tomorrow morning... weekends go too fast, but it's definitely worth it when you enjoy every minute of them.
[feeling content]
Proof that kids pick up on what you show them haha, I always do this cause it makes my lil' girl laugh, guess it was time she returned the favour?! :L x
Put your toys away llysha :') x
My lil' Princess is getting so good at sharing :') - growing so quickly, it's amazing seeing her learning new things constantly x
It's crazy that my little Princess is eating proper meals, fishfingers and chips haha - she loves fishfingers! She isn't very well at the moment, laid up and got a sore throat, hence the bottle rather than her usual tippy cup - she has a tendency to tip way too much in her mouth and make herself cough! x
A casual bit of newsfeed spamming with pics and videos of Ilysha & Charlie from this weekend hehe
[watching Elysium]
Room full of toys, and my daughter chooses to look at books haha :') - and yes, there is plenty of me singing along during this video, cause it makes my Ilysha smile so shushhh :P x
Charlie decided to smash our den up... it's not unusual! :P x
At Ily's age, all you need to keep her amused is flashing lights and music :) hehe x
Then Charlie decided he smash me up... again, not unusual! x
After embodying a somewhat skinny Hulk, Charlie comes to deliver the final smash and finish me off! x
I've got up and been the gym and I'm not in work until 1... so I may just go back bed for an hour or so!
Really looking forward to the new Hobbit film.
[with Terry Scott]
[http://moonheadpress.blogspot.co.uk/2013/11/the-deal.html]
[watching Homeland]
I remember a time when I rarely slept because I saw it as a complete waste of time... I still believe there are so much more productive things I could be doing, but fuck me this bed is amazing... I'm gonna starfish the fuck out of this tonight!
[feeling relaxed]
You can't control how other people act, but you can control how you react to it. Brush that drama aside and keep smiling, time is too valuable to spend it so wastefully.
[feeling wonderful]
"Gold is tried in the fire, and acceptable men in the furnace of adversity." - Ecclesiasticus 2:5
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab/song/19117168-resilient]
Really rate this youth, his track "Cuts" is sick as fuck, another great drop here too. @Jamie Broad Music
Mindy is adorable, behind the mask she is such a cute girl!
[watching Kick-Ass 2]
My photo of the day is the fact I've had a shave. Yes, that really is a testament to just how exciting today has actually been.
Love is like a car journey... You're driving down the road with the person you love the most, calm, tranquil with not a care in the world. You're enjoying the scenery, their company, the music playing on the stereo, the cool breeze coming through the window as the hot sun beams down from a glorious blue sky. You'e happy, truly at peace with the world and everything in it; you may even go as far as to say you feel invincible like nothing could ever bring you down. Suddenly from nowhere, the car is veering off the road and down a rocky embankment - you're under a canopy of trees now masked off from the beautiful sunlight, the music has stopped and there's a haunting silence broken only by the screeching of brakes and the sound of shearing metal as the car overturns and barrel rolls through the undergrowth and when it finally comes to a stop, it's smashed hard against a large tree. You're confused, lost, scared and hurting. Everything seems wrong. Nothing makes sense. You climb out the car, you gradually make your way back out of the darkness and your wounds slowly but surely heal over time. You buy a new car, and you drive down the same road, listening to the same music on any sunny day you choose. But never again are you as carefree, as happy or as peaceful as you were the first time. Because from now on, every time you're in that situation, you're worrying about veering back off the road. You're worried about something going wrong. You're worried about having to go through that terrifying ordeal all over again. And that is love. Once the illusion of perfection is shattered, it can never be expected again. Love is like a car journey, and that's why I walk alone instead. [feeling cynical]
The best thing about the past is that it's over, so just focus on moving forward towards better times instead of dwelling on things you cannot change. Face today with a smile and a spring in your step - you're beautiful.
[feeling complete]
School run to fetch my lil Charlie bear, any single mummies about?
[feeling cheeky]
One of most adorable and heartbreaking moments of my life...
[feeling loved]
Any real gamer knows that you can't just "leave it until tomorrow" when you're really close to completing a single player campaign... gonna be a tired boy tomorrow, but on a lighter note, completed Bulletstorm, and earned my 1500th PSN trophy!
[feeling accomplished]
[feeling smiley]
[feeling wonderful]
[feeling indecisive]
It's Friday afternoon, so you know what that means... out of paid work, and home to do the housework haha. #domesticated
"Because of the life that I lead, I just think that it's better to not be with someone that I could really care about." - Arrow
Wow... so as part of my proactive Friday afternoons I naively decided to change my bedroom around... I enthusiastically pulled my king size bed away from the wall to be met with a load of mould. Sorting shit like this out is definitely not one of the perks of living alone haha.
[feeling unimpressed]
Love this haha, and I recommend anybody professional follow Claire Diaz Ortiz, she's on the ball for all things marketing and general lifestyle hacks, really inspires me to better myself and improve my self awareness - so yeah, if you find logic and motivation in what I post, definitely check her out too... :)
[http://www.buzzfeed.com/nataliemorin/little-lies-we-all-say-to-ourselves]
This is brilliant! Top parenting!
[https://medium.com/thoughts-on-creativity/6f4cb1886d41]
It doesn't do you any good, it doesn't do you any good at all."
♥
Happiness flourishes in simplicity.
[feeling content]
Classic Depp, undeniably the King of quirkiness.
Headphones in and a big smile on my face... en route to fetch my lil munchkin
[feeling wonderful]
When your child is asleep, even the slightest noise seems deafening.
or I'm too fuckin' dramatic.../
Man what the fuck is the matter, I'm just a fucking romantic!"
;)
Decided Far Cry 3 was worthy of my next attention... it hasn't disappointed thus far (hence the 10 trophies in one sitting) - and it's such a vast beautiful game with so much variety and engagement. Definitely recommend it to FPS fans.
Can't wait to see my lil' man shortly - forgot about this gem of a video until a friend just reminded me of it! haha :'L x
I think I best be going bed now... suffice to say, FarCry3 has definitely got my attention.
[feeling addicted]
The only thing worse than failing, is not even trying.
[watching Homeland]
[feeling cold]
Today has been absolute overkill with win!
[feeling fanfuckingtastic!]
Oh my actual fucking God! :O
[watching Sons of Anarchy]
It comes to sumat when I have to catch a bus 1hr before I start work to travel from Smallthorne to Hanley just to be on time!
The only person who can hold you back resides inside your reflection.
Love my lil' Ilypie so very, very much! :') x
I look back at my chequered past with a victorious smile, because I know I've been through the darkest days and overcame every obstacle I faced. This time last year I was suffering massively from depression - I hid it well behind a brave mask, but the truth is I was falling apart inside. Very few people know but I was speaking to Samaritans daily to deal with suicidal thoughts and very dark nightmares, and desperately trying to piece my shattered life back together. I honestly thought that my time here was up, and that I couldn't make it back from the place I'd ended up. Fast forward to today, and although my life isn't perfect, I've got everything I could ever need. If you'd have asked me a year ago, I would never have imagined that life could ever be this good again. I am a living example that people can change, that time does heal, and that things can get better if you're willing to fight for what you want. Life can try to break you any time it chooses, but whether or not it succeeds is always your choice. "It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us... and as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same." [feeling immortal]
It's much better when we all just get along! #BeTheBiggerPerson @Rob & @Lorna!
Feel like me and my ex have finally turned a corner and communicating a hell of a lot better :) - she actually seems to be being reasonable and acting in our daughters best interests for the first time since she was born. Trying to not get your hopes up is difficult when it concerns something you're so passionate about... I truly hope this is the start of a better future for our daughter ♥
Going have a shave, a bath and then go bed ready for fetching my little munchkin in the morning :') - I think I'm going to be giving her even more big cuddles than usual tomorrow to make her feel better since she's not very well... ♥
Just dropped me lil cutie pie daughter off after having another brilliant day with her... even more so because of how supportive and friendly my ex has been!
[feeling blessed]
I love when people drop out of online multiplayer and it forces you to restart the entire mission, said nobody ever.
People you may know: 1 of your hundreds of friends knows this person, so you possibly do too. If you don't know them, don't worry, we'll only suggest you add them every single day that you log into Facebook. You're welcome.
First time I've ever seen Ilysha standing properly unsupported, and she even takes a cheeky little step forward too! :') #ProudDaddy! ♥ x
Free house, free time... all I'm missing is free beer and company! All applications considered...
My lil' Princess showing off her balance standing up on her own :') x
Peek-a-boo flap book and my Ilysha kept saying "he's there" when she pulled it open hehe :') x
I never would have imagined that Russell Brand would be the person to expand my mind, and to make me question some fundamental ideologies. I feel truly awakened watching this, and very aware of my own untapped potential. We live within self imposed restraints and surrender ourselves to ignorance every day that we fail to acknowledge the infiniteness of consciousness. We all need to wake up from this superficial and materialistic Matrix. "We think that reality is what we can apportion from the limited instruments of the senses, but reality is of course far beyond that. Spiritual data - we don't have the correct instruments to receive it, and we live primarily in the realm of the senses. Anything that we are describing through science, we're describing through the prism of the five limited senses. Our eyes can only see between infra-red light and ultraviolet light, there's light bouncing around everywhere. Our ears can only hear a tiny decibel range, can't hear the noise of a dog whistle, can't hear any high pitched frequency sounds. Isn't it likely then that there are other vibrations, frequencies, energies, consciousness moving through the Universe? Consciousness is an amorphous and expanding entity, I think that we allow our consciousness to be prohibited by our senses, prescribed by our senses, living in the realm of these five apertures into our reality. But reality is limitless, space is infinite, time eternal. The line between good and evil runs not between cultures, religions or creed, but through every human heart. So I recognise in myself the capacity for selfishness, for lustfulness, for egotism... and because I recognise these qualities in myself, I would prefer a culture that didn't celebrate, exacerbate, stimulate the most negative aspects of our species, Inculcate them, reward them financially, until we get to the kind of a cultural hysteria where we're destroying the planet. We need systems that get the resources to the people whilst respecting the planet. Any system that's detrimental to the planet, or detrimental to the people because it helps one or two bods... FUCK IT OFF! We're allowed to do that you know!? Happiness cannot be forever sustained like some glistening bauble, it's a transitory thing like a butterfly alighting on Snow White's finger." #mindblown #awakening [with Christopher Downs, Tu Ben Ngo and Brittany Edelman]
I would be angry at the people in this video, but I realise that their blatant ignorance is the result of being pawns to the system. Only one person on the panel seems to relate to the raised points, and he's over spoken and bullied by the others present into backing down and withdrawing his valid supporting arguments. I love how they seemingly overlook the point completely, as they select footage they can easily ridicule and challenge without presenting all the facts - this is clearly damage limitation via media manipulation by the profiting corporations who hold all the cards. They are trying to discredit Russell Brand, albeit poorly, to discourage the revolution he is inspiring. The comments in this section about him not voting @06:27 epitomises my point. Russell Brand's view on not voting is logical and rational - why does it matter who you vote for when you never benefit from it regardless? And the financial pie is finite in the context that Russell Brand is referring to it; profit and deficit are synonymous. Puppeteers profit from the exploitation of the mass population. The deficit is the living conditions and the damage to the planet. Apparently there is no deficit when rich people steal the Earth's natural resources and sell them for massive profit for personal gain? Okay. Actually I rescind my initial sentence. I am angry at the ignorance of these fucking cunts.
24/11/2013 @12:27
This has just moved me to tears, such a
beautiful video - seeing other parents doubts and worries about the
uncertainty of their child's future resonated deep inside me, reflecting my
own fears. I think it's natural for every parent to have concerns about the
world their child is being born into, or raised into; one where we are shown
atrocities daily, where wars and conflicts are only an argument away, famine
and drought ravage entire countries, and natural disasters continue to
devastate our planet. I fear for the future, because I've seen what human
beings are capable of, and since becoming a parent it's difficult to overlook
the negative traits of our species. I see that we need unity and love, we need
to embrace each other as family regardless of race, religion and creed - we
are one blood, and we should only want the best for everybody else who shares
the oxygen we breathe and the planet we inhabit. But I see that greed, hate
and jealousy prevent this, I see that there are too many people consumed by
their own selfishness to ever allow the unity and love to flourish. The
uncertainty of a child's future is a burden on a parent. You want the best for
your child, but sometimes it seems like the best you can do is simply make the
best of the situations. #brightfuture #unilever #projectsunlight
24/11/2013 @17:32
Had a lovely exhausting day with my lil' man,
now it's time to chill out and end another fantastic weekend by putting my
feet up and relaxing... ahhh...
[feeling content]
24/11/2013 @19:14
"If this is to end in fire... then we shall all burn together."
#Ed ♡
24/11/2013 @21:51
"You may not be perfect, but you are all you've got to work with. The
process of becoming who you will be, begins first with the total acceptance
of who you are."
24/11/2013 @22:31
The road I walked here - although I regret stuff I've done,
It's made
me who I am and I'm proud of who I've become.
Far from perfect and yes,
hurt shows on the surface -
But in the end I guess, it seems that
everything was worth it.
24/11/2013 @22:57
I don't even care if nobody else listens to my
music, I love listening back to my tracks and reminding myself of where I've
come from, of all the emotions and experiences that were prominent at the time
I made the song. Making music truly is my coping mechanism.
25/11/2013 @09:55
Half day has been productive so far - been the
gym, watched the latest two episodes of Walking Dead, and still got a couple
of hours to occupy before going to work.
[feeling accomplished]
25/11/2013 @10:08
Just booked the appointment to re-register my
Princess Ilysha... it's long overdue, but as of next Tuesday I should finally
have my name added to her birth certificate!
[feeling wonderful]
25/11/2013 @12:26
Optimism is the conscious choice to deny
negativity the satisfaction of victory. Smile defiantly, and know that your
happiness is stronger than every obstacle you could ever face...♥- breathe
deeply, appreciate each breath and flourish in the knowledge that you are
beautiful ♡
25/11/2013 @18:16
Appreciate each passing moment, because you will
never get them back.
25/11/2013 @18:27
Really looking forward to going see the new
Hobbit film... :) - you pair both up for this in a couple weeks?!
[with
Terry Scott and Matthew Morris]
Impatience results in unnatural tolerance.
[watching The Hunger Games: Catching Fire]
Read and take note...
[http://elitedaily.com/life/20s-things-you-need-to-let-go-to-live-happy-life/]
Some songs bring back memories so vividly that they feel like just yesterday...
[feeling nostalgic]
Haha too true!
Waking my brain the fuck up.
[listening to Skrillex]
A smile is the best weapon for fighting pessimism.
Alarms these days are mostly redundant. I hear car alarms, fire alarms, house alarms... and all I think is: "Someone turn that shit off, it's proper annoying."
Not expecting much from it, but...
[watching Drinking Buddies]
My passion lies in creativity... art, music, and writing. Whenever I have time to myself, that's how I usually seek to occupy it. " Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time." - Desiderata
Drink that half glass optimistically, wear that smile proudly, and have a fantastic day beautiful!♡
Worth it turned to worthless, from the moment they learned you were not imperfect.
"All I ask of you... all I ask of you...
just open up a little bit more..."
♫ ♡ [listening to Skrillex]
Open for collaboration, if anybody is interested in dropping a verse just hit me up on inbox.
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab/song/19310153-sweet-nothing]
It's almost Christmas, that time of year when everyone who is single wishes they had somebody special to cuddle up with.
I couldn't live without music... I'm here proper one man raving on the bus to work lol! Smile!
[feeling wonderful]
Happy Thanksgiving to all my U.S. homies, make it count, I've got nothing to watch on TV this week as a result! ;)
"I've found it is the small things, everyday deeds of ordinary folk, that keeps the darkness at bay. Simple acts of kindness and love."
Just put up my Xmas tree, feeling a bit more festive now!
[feeling Xmassy!]
There's always those few people who make you wonder how things might have been different, if only you'd knew back then what you know now. It makes you realise just how delicate life really is, where one decision can change your future entirely.
"Our lives pass in the blink of an eye,
or the twinkle of one glint of one star in the sky."
[feeling totes-amazeballs]
♫ ♡
Well, that's pretty much all the housework done, and most of the bills paid... and now I'm bored... hmm, what to do!?
Too much choice can be as overwhelming as none.
That heartbreaking moment when you humiliate someone to the point that they block you on Facebook hahaha! #trololololol
Just looking through photos of my daughter and really can't wait to see her tomorrow... I'm going to hug, cuddle and kiss her loads and loads and loads and even more!!
[feeling amazing]
Daddy is on his way beautiful little Princess... ♡
[feeling lovely]
Well 2013, you've lived up to my hopes ♥
See all you doubters, Santa is real :') x
:') ♥
This is a testament to how much better my life has got since last year... last Christmas my only wish was to have my daughter back in my life... this year I would be happy with getting a decent phone signal in my living room.
[feeling content]
30/11/2013 @23:58
So, my Princess had been hesitant to actually
use her walker since I bought it for her, but today there was no stopping her!
She just wanted grab it and off she went! So cute! She is growing way too
quickly! Where did my little baby girl go?! x
[with Terry Scott, Stace
Lewis, Matthew Morris, Dawn Wheels Owen and Sheila Scott]
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