An overview of opinions and observations for the month.
01/01/2013 @13:54
Absolutely hank marvin.
01/01/2013 @20:29
I seriously hope that all the inevitable "New
Years Resolution Gym Members" sign up at a different gym than the one I go. If
you truly wanted to get into shape, you wouldn't wait for a special day to
begin, you'd have gotten off your arses and stopped eating all the pies and
cakes before now. Save yourself some money, and embarrassment and just don't
bother wasting your time even registering for membership.
01/01/2013 @21:23
It's the first day of the year, but I believe I
may have just witnessed and partook in the best Facebook conversation I will
see for the entire duration of 2013. [with Adam Cunnie Cunliffe]
02/01/2013 @00:28
There truly is no bed like your own. #starfish
02/01/2013 @09:02
"You and I go hard at each other like we're going to war."
02/01/2013 @12:32
You can't kill a lion by pretending it's a
rabbit.
02/01/2013 @18:15
"It's not that some people have willpower and some don't, it's that some
people are ready to change, and others are not."
02/01/2013 @20:07
I really can't wait to get my arse back down the
gym to burn off these Xmas calories I've been ignoring in bliss. [with Terry
Scott]
02/01/2013 @20:38
Simply put, that's my daughter.../
Trust me if you saw her, you'd see
why I adore her.../
Why I'm not running for the borders.../
Why
I'd do anything at all for her.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/i-will-go]
02/01/2013 @22:26
Just chilling, watching repeats of Peak
Practice.
02/01/2013 @22:57
Get's me every time.
02/01/2013 @23:45
"Karl's balls are hairy but he is bald on his head. His head looks like a
ball. His head looks like a bald testicle. Karl has a head like a bald
testicle, but his testicles aren't bald."
:L
I'm gonna ask him what the fuck he's playing at?!
It seems he's going tit for tat
- on my life with a cricket bat, makes the wicket snap!/
Not happy till he breaks this chap,
No longer gonna take his crap!
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-foot-down]
Keep on fucking testing me, you will be impressed with me.
My lessons were a blessing so keep pressing me with weaponry.
I'll keep rising Heavenly, until you show respect to me.
I bury evils daily to portray a perfect picture.../
Inner turmoil avalanching in this twister, called my psyche/
Afraid the world could never like me,
Quite likely.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/behind-closed-doors]
My New Years Resolution is 1680x1050.
Hahaha brilliant.
It's really not been easy,
Mummy wouldn't let you see me.../
And it broke my heart to pieces,
Never been my choice believe me.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/never-my-choice]
I used to suffocate the distance,
Opted for paths that offered the least resistance.
Ignoring the solidest of wisdom,
Preferring to side with the dishonest opinions.
Now I'm striving to be winning - not with women,
With my conscience that aspires me to be different.
Inspires me to change these conditions that I live in,
Unconcerned with who listens, screw all predispositions.
Friday night, you know what that means? Pure Gym!! [with Terry Scott]
Brace yourself... this is about to get raw.../
Taking life by the balls, and giving it what for.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/something-beautiful]
05/01/2013 @03:03
Wipe the dirt from the scars, embrace who you are.../
And look death
in the face when the days seeming dark,
When the pains feeling
stark.
05/01/2013 @12:20
That paranoid feeling when randomers who have
questionable friend connections try to add you.
06/01/2013 @00:33
Had an unexpected, albeit lovely night in
catching up with Stephanie Hand... :) ♥
06/01/2013 @02:43
What's that? I can get up as late as I please
tomorrow?.Don't mind if I do.
06/01/2013 @12:45
Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't realise that you're an
expert on my life, how I should be behave, and how I should live it. Please
continue whilst I take notes... haha [with David Michael Lawton]
06/01/2013 @13:06
"I hear your heart beat to the beat of the drums.../
Oh what a shame
that you came here with someone..."
♥
Take me back to Kavos... ♥ [with Dan Heath, Lee Williams, Matt Heath, Louis Lee and Sam Sylvester]
It's really beginning to sink in just how different my life is, how many family members have come and gone, how many friends have come and gone, how many girls have come and gone... happy for the memories and experiences, sad for the mistakes and missed opportunities ♥
I still remember everything that you chose to forget.
I know the story well because that kid was me.../
And I'm reflecting like a mirror on my history.../
We change like the seasons, it's no mystery.../
Just another chapter in the story of my victory.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-reflections]
Checkmate, King takes Queen like that!
it's really not been easy.../
Mummy wouldn't let you see me.../
And it broke my heart to pieces.../
Never been my choice believe me.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/never-my-choice]
This world's imperfect, but with you it's worth it.../
Will never let my fuse short circuit, never let you fall and bruise your surface.../
Forever prove my purpose, we never choose this circus.../
But I'll be a clown for you, around for you, as sure as the Earth is.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/lullaby]
That's my daughter, trust me if you saw her, you'd see why I adore her.../
Why I'm not running for the borders; why I'd do anything at all for her.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/i-will-go]
MusicMagpie will buy my used item for £10. Amazon.com used listing price for the same item is £83. No further comment necessary.
I never make the same mistake twice. It's usually a lot more times than that, you know, just to be sure.
Finally got around to configuring my PS3 Media Server. This means I can now stream 28,000+ songs, 500+ films and all other media on my PC direct through my PS3 via WiFi. #charliesheening
They should move Monday morning to a more convenient time of the week. I'd settle for Monday Afternoon personally.
living's hard with this heartache.../
But I stay real, never are fake,
in mistakes I did partake.../
And it tears me apart still,
Won't stop until my hearts ill,
or I find the gaps that I can't fill.
Is my life going north or is it heading south?/
I'm walking a fence between wrong and right.../
Trying to keep a level head try to keep my goals in sight."
♥
Just smashed up Pure Gym with Terry Scott... back in there at 7am tomorrow! Nice social gatherings with a few faces too haha... [with Leigh Leigh, Scott Leese, Sam Sylvester, Tommy Williams and Blake Joe Davies]
Bath and bed. #thuglife
Got a smile on my face now I struggle to disguise.
yet I demand one.../
You're like an amputee, paraplegic -
no legs to stand on.
Busy night tonight, hopefully seeing Stephanie Hand after work for a couple hours, then Pure Gym with Terry Scott, and then off to see Rob Pvfc Cooper and Lorna Ector! :D
All it takes is a song, and you both flood into my conscious. Miss you both Chunk and Ricky, never forgotten, forever missed. Love you both, hope you at peace wherever you are... ♥
Now I'm striving to be winning, not with women.../
With my conscience that inpires me to be different.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/stronger-alone]
Thankfully officially applying for Legal Aid is pretty straight forward... you just have to complete a 21 page form... :/
Awkward phone calls, gotta love 'em!!
"What did you think bro?
You was gonna roll to England, and face some over British,
chauffeur driven bloke that flows about tea, toast and biscuits,
crickets and bowling wickets?
What did you think?
I wouldn’t expose you like them photo pictures
loaded up by Loaded Lux of Calicoe when he was going swimming?
Pussy know your limits!!"
- Shotty Horroh
I sure as hell did not plan on going bed this late. #starfish
I used to suffocate the distance.../
Opted for paths that offered the least resistance.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/stronger-alone]
New wake the fuck up playlist...
1) Heads Will Roll (A-Trak Mix)
2) KiD CuDi - Pursuit of Happiness (Steve Aoki Mix)
3) Miike Snow - Silvia (Robotberget Remix)
4) Skrillex - Bangarang
5) Skrillex - Headshot (Streamlyne Mix)
6) Avicii - Levels (Skrillex Mix)
7) Nneka - Heartbeat (Chase & Status Remix)
8) Bloc Party - Banquet (Fort Minor Mix)
9) Calvin Harris - Sweet Nothing
10) Miike Snow - Black and Blue (Netsky Mix)
One of my all time favourite tracks... the drop is absolutely disgusting! ;D
[Semisonic - Secret Smile (Jayou Remix)]
Two questions asked, and no answers received besides "someone will have to call you back later today". Got to love organised companies.
Spoke to my solicitor at about 3pm today, and I've got an appointment at 2pm tomorrow... no fucking about on this side of the rainbow!! :)
Ranked #3 for Hip Hop in Stoke-on-Trent? Haha, can't complain with that! And big up to my boy V-Man ranked #2!
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab]
I devoured every hour of my life problems pint sized,
Swallow hard and smile wide!
"One incident can change a lifetime."
"The world will break your heart, 10 ways to Sunday."
One day it will all make sense.
You keep pointing out the hoops, and I'll keep jumping through them.
Just watched Captain America for the first time, pretty decent. Think I'll be watching other Avengers films later, maybe at some point I'll be in the position to watch Avengers Assemble! Haha.
Madness how I changed like reverse metamorphosis, from a social butterfly to a recluse in a cocoon.
No longer letting myself become the burden.../
I wipe away the burning tears when I'm hurtin'.../
And bite my tongue as the fear inside me worsens.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/stronger-alone]
I'm shining like a star in the night sky,
Made it through the firefight to the right side,
Just at the right time, yeah I found a life line,
Reeled it and laugh now I'm living where the light's lime,
Your 20/20 eyesight documented my plight.
I fixed it a little at a time, call it bitesize,
I devoured every hour of my life problems pint sized,
Swallow hard and smile wide!
This is my time, life's designed this zeitgeist,
Never watered shit down - call me Bright Eyes!
I face the fight hyped, towered like a high-rise,
Look down on my problems and I crush them when the time's right!
You couldn't see this coming, like you got blind sight,
I'm over your head like the sky when you're flying kites!
My hand just follows suit every time my mind writes,
I'm emerging from the tunnel outside to where the light's bright!
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab/song/15845916-shining]
Look down on my problems and I crush them when the time's right!
"The wise man therefore always holds in these matters to this principle of selection: he rejects pleasures to secure other greater pleasures, or else he endures pains to avoid worse pains."
Forgot how sick this track is... ♥
16/01/2013 @13:54
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16/01/2013 @22:35
Just lubed up the internet, it's that time
again.
16/01/2013 @22:50
Just watched Thor, and now I reckon I might
just watch The Incredible Hulk too... let's be honest, given the weather
situation it's highly doubtful football will be on tomorrow night, so it's
not like I need excess energy if I'm tired as a result haha.
17/01/2013 @01:08
"I've always been more curious, than cautious."
17/01/2013 @01:28
I went for a cig, and now my entire face is
numb.
17/01/2013 @01:42
Unlucky Luke, guess who just became ranked #2
in Stoke-on-Trent for Hip-Hop music on Reverbnation? ;)
17/01/2013 @09:14
Good Jesus it's cold.
17/01/2013 @21:16
So I watched Captain America on Tues, both
Thor and The Incredible Hulk last night, got home today and watched Iron Man
2 for a recap, and now finally, for the first time ever I'm watching
Avengers Assemble! #overdue
17/01/2013 @22:42
Ahh, I love having a shit hot PC...
uTorrenting 51GB of downloads, copying 7GB of data to my ExHDD, sync'ing
12GB of music onto my iPod, watching a 1080p BluRay of Avengers, browsing
the internet over 2 different browsers and converting a 4GB BluRay onto a
DVD-R haha... and my computer isn't dying... ;D
18/01/2013 @00:12
Ask Anotha B your question on @ReverbNation.
18/01/2013 @00:44
An acoustic track for my daughter Ilysha ♥
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/lullaby]
18/01/2013 @09:16
Columbo boxset.
18/01/2013 @13:13
So, my weekend begins 5hrs early thanks to a
little snow... :)
18/01/2013 @19:15
Needing a ciggy when you don't have any is one
of the worst things in the world.
18/01/2013 @21:37
Brilliant haha.
Show some love if you like what you hear. Ben Scott/@AnothaB ♥
Every time I see a loving Father with their child.../
I have to swallow hard before I even try to smile.
"Yeh, maybe since 9/11 when everybody got so sensitive. Thanks a lot Bin Laden."
Heads up with an example; my brother left his in Longton at half 6 to come pick me up for the gym - by 7am, he rang me to say he had only got as far as Lyme Kiln Bank, and the traffic was that bad there were cars slipping back down etc and resultantly he's turned back. Make sure you leave extra time for commuting where necessary and drive careful friends x
Those of you who are relying on buses this morning, use the link below to determine whether your bus route has been affected by the overnight snowfall - be aware, quite a lot of them have x [http://www.firstgroup.com/ukbus/staffordshire_cheshire/travel_news/service_updates/]
If you're wondering whether your child's school is open, this is a regularly updated list that will tell you ;) x [http://www.signal1.co.uk/]
I got on the #7 at the top of Dartmouth, 25 minutes later got back off since the bus hadn't even reach Smallthorne roundabouts... so I walked to Hanley to try and be on time for work, and sods fucking law the same #7 drove past me just after the immigration offices just outside of Hanley, 25 minutes after I'd got off it and started walking haha.
Buonasera signorina bella.
And I try to deny this.
But I see it crystal clear behind my eyelids.
In the presence of the sirens -
I feel like I could justify the violence.
And that's what scares me most.
That someday I'll retaliate when she provokes.
Calm as my hands tighten round her throat.
Looking in her eyes as she starts to choke.
I see a stranger in reflections.
Fixating on his own imperfections.
Sinking deeper in depression.
And struggling to cope handling his aggression.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/maskredub]
If you wear more make-up than clothes to get attention, then you're clearly after the wrong sort of attention. Have some self respect and put some fucking clothes on, otherwise get used to being treated like the slag you're dressing as.
Bath then bed I reckon, ready for gym in the morning and seeing my Char-char tomorrow night - already looking forward to it... :)
I just hope I make you proud now with who I've become ♥
[with Sheila Scott]
I didn't realise how cold it was in my house until I noticed my breath was steam.
I face the fight hyped, towered like a high rise.../
Look down on my problems and I crush them when the time's right!
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab/song/15845916-shining]
Book down, lights off, alarm deactivated, phone on silent and see you when my body decides I've slept long enough... :)
GET UP!
Snow makes for a lonely day, can't really just go out without it being a ballache, and nobody can get to mine to chill without it being a ballache. The novelty wore off over a week ago, just fuck off snow you cunt.
Minor: "Will you go the shop for us?"
Me: "No, you're okay thanks."
Good night, with good food, good company, and good entertainment... GOOD! :) [with Terry Scott]
One of the VERY few artists I still pay to hear music from.
Awesome afternoon, simply playing with my Char-char and a beanbag frog hehe... :) ♥ [with Dawn Wheels Owen and Sheila Scott]
It isn't every day you get to explain to your own Mum (Sheila Scott) what "feltching" and "2 Girls, 1 Cup" are... but then today isn't every day. Thanks Dawn Ripley & Duane Cooper for being the precursor to perhaps the most awkward conversation of my life... [with Dawn Wheels Owen]
They say blood is thicker than water,
I've got blood and my water.../ That's my Son and my Daughter.'
Facebook, reminding me daily why I'm both lucky, and happy to be single.
Going bed read my book, then head down ready for going gym early doors.
Off to Pure Gym with Terry, standard!
Through each emotion there's no doubt in my mind.../
and your defence ain't a problem.../
Why is it rarely the names you hope to see in your received messages?
I intend on finishing reading my book tonight so I suppose I best go jump in bed and make a start - the last 100 pages aren't gonna read themselves! :)
Got that hunger in my veins, to fight for necessary change.
Payday lunch, ASDA Smartprice Noodles... #breakingthehabitofspunkingwages
Acceptance of the terms for Legal Aid has been posted... now I just have to wait for my certificate of eligibility to arrive and then it's down to the solicitors to begin court proceedings to get my beautiful daughter back in my life where she belongs ♥
I will not concede.
My fate is my design, every detail I define.../
I was intending on having a bit of a lazy day today, just sitting in my boxers and looking for jobs online - my manager is not impressed.
Friendship is a two way street, and some people need to stop treating it like a one way system.
I'm back feeling fresh, feeling blessed and impressed.../
It's kinda crazy to realise it's as good as a year to the hour that I found out I was going to be a Daddy...
Written and recorded by Ben Scott, 2012.
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