An overview of opinions and observations for the month.
01/12/2012 @00:56
Hot bath ♥
01/12/2012 @14:03
Oatcakes; 'nuf said.
01/12/2012 @15:38
"I'm just not a good swimmer and I've got like fucking scaffolding strapped
to my back! It's meant to be the future!"
hahaha
01/12/2012 @22:31
Been a pleasant night vinning with Chris... :)
02/12/2012 @00:11
The wheels in motion, you've provoked them being obnoxious.../
If you
want to shut me out you'll need to find a better locksmith.
02/12/2012 @11:54
Behind my smile, is everything you will never
understand. This heart has known more pain than you could ever know, this mind
has processed more damage than you could imagine, and this man has overcome
more than you will ever comprehend. One day you will learn why books should
not be judged by their covers, because some pages of this book will never be
available for you to read.
02/12/2012 @13:18
"Someone had to draw the line.../
We'll be coming back for
you..."
Daddy loves you Ilysha, my Princess, my daughter, my everything... :) ♥
02/12/2012 @13:37
"But if you want war, you've got war!"
;)
02/12/2012 @14:26
It's been a hard twelve months.../ Story of my life, but I ain't lied once.../ And I won't start now - God as my judge.../ Stay honest with the facts like a real man should.../ I'll take it from the top, let you hear the lot.../ From the love your Mum forgot, to her cutting me off.../ My name is Ben Scott but you can call me Dad.../ I'm the Father you're Mother never wanted you to have.
02/12/2012 @14:27
♥
02/12/2012 @17:35
Always nice to spend my Sunday afternoons with
Sheila, Wheels and Char-char... especially on my Mum's birthday hehe - love
you Mum, you're the best... :) ♥
02/12/2012 @22:34
The quirkiness of hearing my neighbours speaking
Chinese to their baby is making me happy and sad at the same time.
03/12/2012 @08:12
My bed is currently holding me hostage.
03/12/2012 @12:44
Hot soup weather again! Warm me up!
03/12/2012 @17:03
My natural tendency for over-thinking everything
and planning out every eventuality simply means that I’m mentally and
emotionally prepared no matter what happens. Hope for the best, plan for the
worst. Always three steps ahead.
03/12/2012 @18:42
Now I'm trying to do things right, to be who I can.../
A Father to be
proud of, a decent kind of man.../
Moving mountains with my hands, to
not show the pressure.../
to make it all seem effortless, as I hold the
cracks together.
♥
04/12/2012 @00:23
I'm sick of wearing this mask.../
Tired of claiming that I'm fine when they ask/
It's a task cause I'm losing my grasp -
trying to hold on when this world's moving fast.
And as I fight back my tears/
Suffocating being consumed by my fears/
All my belief disappears,
and I'm left to the mercy of the doubts I can hear./
I feel my shoulder blades breaking -
From the weight of the world that they're taking/
I'm at the end of my patience;
tell myself I'm fine but I know I'm mistaken./
Can't convince myself I'll make it./
So I lie to myself and I fake it./
Feeling so weak that I hate it -
My fear of defeat is so real I can taste it.
It's a task cause I'm losing my grasp -
trying to hold on when this world's moving fast.
And as I fight back my tears/
Suffocating being consumed by my fears/
All my belief disappears,
and I'm left to the mercy of the doubts I can hear./
I feel my shoulder blades breaking -
From the weight of the world that they're taking/
I'm at the end of my patience;
tell myself I'm fine but I know I'm mistaken./
Can't convince myself I'll make it./
So I lie to myself and I fake it./
Feeling so weak that I hate it -
My fear of defeat is so real I can taste it.
04/12/2012 @13:32
I won’t back down when I've come this far.../ Overcame so much because I've fought this hard.../ I’ll wear my mask and take another crash landing.../ I've been through hell Somehow Still Standing!
I won’t back down when I've come this far.../ Overcame so much because I've fought this hard.../ I’ll wear my mask and take another crash landing.../ I've been through hell Somehow Still Standing!
04/12/2012 @18:31
I just need to escape./
Want to simply disappear from this place./
All the bitter tears that I taste...
- feel like they permanently decorate my face./
And these four walls keep closing./
My screams are silenced in this space I'm enclosed in./
Poker face until I just feel like folding./
Yet still clutching tight to the hand that I'm holding.
Want to simply disappear from this place./
All the bitter tears that I taste...
- feel like they permanently decorate my face./
And these four walls keep closing./
My screams are silenced in this space I'm enclosed in./
Poker face until I just feel like folding./
Yet still clutching tight to the hand that I'm holding.
04/12/2012 @22:16
I try to deny this./
But I see it crystal clear behind my eyelids./
In the presence of the sirens.../
I feel like I could justify the violence./
I see a stranger in reflections./
Fixating on his own imperfections./
Sinking deeper in depression./
And struggling to cope handling his aggression.
But I see it crystal clear behind my eyelids./
In the presence of the sirens.../
I feel like I could justify the violence./
I see a stranger in reflections./
Fixating on his own imperfections./
Sinking deeper in depression./
And struggling to cope handling his aggression.
05/12/2012 @09:32
Just fuck off First PMT, seriously.
05/12/2012 @13:29
After going PureGym last night for a massive leg session, I feel crippled - my
calves are crucified today. No pain, no gain!!
05/12/2012 @21:26
I try to deny this.../
But I see it crystal clear behind my eyelids.../
In the presence of the sirens.../
I feel like I could justify the violence.
But I see it crystal clear behind my eyelids.../
In the presence of the sirens.../
I feel like I could justify the violence.
05/12/2012 @22:49
It's time I accept the fact.../
That I don't even know if I can make it back.
[http://soundcloud.com/anothab/maskredub]
That I don't even know if I can make it back.
[http://soundcloud.com/anothab/maskredub]
06/12/2012 @00:08
Sons of Anarchy S5 finale... one word summary? Immense!!
Sons of Anarchy S5 finale... one word summary? Immense!!
06/12/2012 @00:24
I believe honesty is the best policy.../ And I've always lived by that philosophy.../ Twisting the truth never bothered me.../ It emerges in the end quite phenomenally.
I believe honesty is the best policy.../ And I've always lived by that philosophy.../ Twisting the truth never bothered me.../ It emerges in the end quite phenomenally.
06/12/2012 @00:36
I appreciate the people in my corner.../
But I WILL do this by myself like I warned her.
But I WILL do this by myself like I warned her.
06/12/2012 @13:29
Blast from the past for a nice little chat, strange seeing old faces that are
still so familiar... :)
06/12/2012 @18:26
So much truth. The reality of UK living behind closed doors.
06/12/2012 @18:33
Not as stupid as I'd hoped, but simply delaying the inevitable. Daddy is coming back for you Ilysha, I promise.
Not as stupid as I'd hoped, but simply delaying the inevitable. Daddy is coming back for you Ilysha, I promise.
06/12/2012 @19:30
Got to love realising you've budgeted for something needlessly... :) ♥
Got to love realising you've budgeted for something needlessly... :) ♥
06/12/2012 @19:39
No more regrets for a past I can't forget.../
I embrace it, face it, proud of every step taken through the stress.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/my-mistakes-made-me]
I embrace it, face it, proud of every step taken through the stress.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/my-mistakes-made-me]
06/12/2012 @20:44
Just casually watching Willow, bit of retro Warwick... :) x
06/12/2012 @22:57
Bath then bed I think, ready for seeing Terry, Stacey, Stace and Mark tomorrow
night... :) x
07/12/2012 @09:11
Oh well hello there Friday, you beautiful stranger!! :)
07/12/2012 @13:34
Three steps ahead you say? ;)
08/12/2012 @02:53
"I am a man who will fight for your honour,
I'll be the hero you've been dreaming of..."
I'll be the hero you've been dreaming of..."
08/12/2012 @10:47
Muse Ick is my first love, it will always be my last. ♥
08/12/2012 @11:15
"All we have is each other in the end.../
Keep in contact with your brothers and your friends."
♥
Keep in contact with your brothers and your friends."
♥
08/12/2012 @10:57
Get used to the fact I'm making progress fast.../ Either you move forward with me or get left in the past.
Get used to the fact I'm making progress fast.../ Either you move forward with me or get left in the past.
08/12/2012 @11:37
I see the clearer picture now.../
So I'm spitting back the tears from my mouth./
Back when life was heading south all I ever did was doubt.../
Constant worrying about, never finding my way out./
But she showed me the path, and I'm never going back./
If you hear that and laugh, then you mustn't know my past./
I've been through shit and overcome more hate.../
Than the vivid-est imagination could ever recreate.
So I'm spitting back the tears from my mouth./
Back when life was heading south all I ever did was doubt.../
Constant worrying about, never finding my way out./
But she showed me the path, and I'm never going back./
If you hear that and laugh, then you mustn't know my past./
I've been through shit and overcome more hate.../
Than the vivid-est imagination could ever recreate.
08/12/2012 @13:52
Set obstacles each step of the path.../
I'll keep to the track and I'll still push past.../
With a smile and a laugh, with the world on my back.../
I'll face your attack, for my girl it's no task.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/3-steps-ahead]
I'll keep to the track and I'll still push past.../
With a smile and a laugh, with the world on my back.../
I'll face your attack, for my girl it's no task.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/3-steps-ahead]
08/12/2012 @16:25
"Beauty is a curse on the world. It keeps us from seeing who the real
monsters are."
08/12/2012 @16:39
"If Heaven does exist, I'm worried that I get up there, and there's a load
of people who I know, who annoyed me in this life. And suddenly you're on
this place with them forever! People are a pain in the arse and suddenly
"Hiya Karl" - oh you're dead are ya, oh Jesus, you made it up here did ya?
Forever."
:L
08/12/2012 @16:46
"He's never up in the morning. He's getting hammered till 3am. He's asleep
when the Sun comes up, there is no way he's ever seen a sunrise. He's off
his tits! Warwick, we can get a hotel mate seriously. Ok, right, let's knock
it on the head cause this is getting a bit fucking silly this. Brilliant
Warwick, bring 'em over he said, bring 'em over."
:L
08/12/2012 @17:51
You can't stop this, from the seat where I'm sat it's obvious./ So you may aswell drop it; regardless, either way I've got this.'
You can't stop this, from the seat where I'm sat it's obvious./ So you may aswell drop it; regardless, either way I've got this.'
08/12/2012 @21:09
Show me some love people - share about if possible :)
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab]
Show me some love people - share about if possible :)
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab]
08/12/2012 @21:26
Lost friends to the noose, attempted razors and pills.../
Heard the tales of failure, and how it festers and kills.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/behind-closed-doors]
Lost friends to the noose, attempted razors and pills.../
Heard the tales of failure, and how it festers and kills.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/behind-closed-doors]
08/12/2012 @22:11
Oh, Roxanne Pallett... *sigh* ...you beautiful lady, you.
08/12/2012 @22:53
It always seems like money burns a hole in my pocket.../
If it's there then it's spent, I really ought'a stop it.
If it's there then it's spent, I really ought'a stop it.
08/12/2012 @23:29
Ted and a takeaway - a cheap and cheerful Saturday night.
09/12/2012 @00:29
Awesome, ordered my takeaway online and an hour later it still hasn't
arrived... so I ring them and ask what the crack is, only to be told that they
thought I was collecting it... ermmm no pal, the fact I specified online for
delivery generally means I want it delivering, funnily enough.
09/12/2012 @00:52
Now my takeaway has arrived, Ted has finished. Brilliant. I guess I'm watching
The Dictator before bed too after all haha.
09/12/2012 @02:24
Well bed, after teasing me all day with your presence, you finally get your
wish... I'm gonna starfish the fuck out of you!
09/12/2012 @13:10
Failure's not an option.../
And your defence ain't a problem.../
You gave him the world then you robbed him.../
But he's taking it back now watch him.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/3-steps-ahead]
Failure's not an option.../
And your defence ain't a problem.../
You gave him the world then you robbed him.../
But he's taking it back now watch him.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/3-steps-ahead]
09/12/2012 @13:13
I've got the heart of a lion, with ferocious defiance.../ Death can't take me - zero compliance. ♥
I've got the heart of a lion, with ferocious defiance.../ Death can't take me - zero compliance. ♥
09/12/2012 @13:50
"You're running out of time.../
I came to take what's mine.../
If you think I'm stepping aside.../
Then you're losing your mind, losing your mind."
#SoB #Reseda
I came to take what's mine.../
If you think I'm stepping aside.../
Then you're losing your mind, losing your mind."
#SoB #Reseda
09/12/2012 @18:15
You can't stop this!/
From the seat where I'm sat it's obvious!/
So you may as well drop it.../
Regardless, either way I've got this!/
Failure's not an option.../
And your defence ain't a problem!/
You gave him the world then you robbed him.../
But he's taking it back now watch him!!
From the seat where I'm sat it's obvious!/
So you may as well drop it.../
Regardless, either way I've got this!/
Failure's not an option.../
And your defence ain't a problem!/
You gave him the world then you robbed him.../
But he's taking it back now watch him!!
09/12/2012 @19:40
Standard Sunday... spent the afternoon with Sheila, Wheels and Charleybear,
then had a brew with David, and now it's time to veg the rest of the night
away... thinking chicken curry, rice and garlic nan, curled up on the sofa
watching a film... :) ♥
09/12/2012 @22:21
Carpe diem. Appreciate, savour and value what you have.
09/12/2012 @23:56
Bit of cheeky starfishing ready for going gym at 7am.
10/12/2012 @18:02
Sometimes, tomorrow becomes never; time is infinite, we are not.
10/12/2012 @18:06
Don't be one of the stupid ones this year, think before you drink.
Don't be one of the stupid ones this year, think before you drink.
10/12/2012 @19:01
So close your eyes, my butterfly.../
This right here's your lullaby.
This right here's your lullaby.
10/12/2012 @19:37
This past year's seen big changes./
I finally learned what growing pain is./
Saw my priorities rearranging.../
My life was empty, back then when you came in./
Now all it takes is your picture.../
And I long just to be there with ya.../
Every second we're apart makes me miss ya.../
Just want to hold you, and hug you and kiss ya.
My life was empty, back then when you came in./
Now all it takes is your picture.../
And I long just to be there with ya.../
Every second we're apart makes me miss ya.../
Just want to hold you, and hug you and kiss ya.
10/12/2012 @20:08
Never claimed to be orthodox; my fave Xmas tune... ♥
Never claimed to be orthodox; my fave Xmas tune... ♥
10/12/2012 @20:20
It's game, set, match.../ Checkmate; King takes Queen like that! ♥
It's game, set, match.../ Checkmate; King takes Queen like that! ♥
10/12/2012 @20:32
The awkward moment when you thought they cared.
10/12/2012 @21:05
I'm sick of "wrong numbers" phoning and texting me... after having none for
like 6 months, I've had 4 in the last week now. Really makes me wonder if
somebody is just trying to be a funny cunt, hmmm.
11/12/2012 @00:42
"If I was on me deathbed there's no way I'd want be climbing
Kilimanjaro."
11/12/2012 @08:49
Beautiful morning, shame I have lost feeling in my fingers and toes. #fresh
11/12/2012 @18:15
Ironically recorded back in April; forever been 3 steps ahead.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/going-down-swinging]
Ironically recorded back in April; forever been 3 steps ahead.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/going-down-swinging]
11/12/2012 @18:21
Skylar would get it.
Skylar would get it.
11/12/2012 @18:24
Big comeback track from Fiddy.
Big comeback track from Fiddy.
11/12/2012 @18:41
Waiting for Terry, then it's off to smash up a session at Pure Gym.
11/12/2012 @21:03
"You're not the boss of me now!
You're not the boss of me now!
You're not the boss of me now,
And you're not so big!!" :)
You're not the boss of me now!
You're not the boss of me now,
And you're not so big!!" :)
12/12/2012 @02:23
Unfortunately the 'just one more mission before bed' mentality has to stop
sooner or later. I daresay 5hrs of gaming is sufficient for tonight.
12/12/2012 @12:54
Delaying the inevitable again; spoke to mediation to see what the crack was,
and they've advised me that my ex cancelled her appointment so that she could
speak with a solicitor first.
12/12/2012 @21:41
"Never contend with a man who has nothing to lose." - Baltasar Gracian
13/12/2012 @08:16
The worst part of the day is when you can't hit snooze anymore without it
making you late.
13/12/2012 @13:34
You can only see someone's true identity once they no longer have anything to
gain from hiding behind a mask.
13/12/2012 @19:09
The Joker referencing Lost on Arkham City haha! Genius!
14/12/2012 @00:11
I don't play games; I devour them.
14/12/2012 @00:57
Why can't my bed be as warm when I get in at night, as it is when I have to
get out in the morning?
14/12/2012 @10:22
Batman, 100% story completion in half a week.
[http://365project.org/anothab/365/2012-12-10]
Batman, 100% story completion in half a week.
[http://365project.org/anothab/365/2012-12-10]
14/12/2012 @00:31
If you don't know what the fuck you're talking about, then you should really
just keep fucking quiet.
14/12/2012 @21:30
Being selfish is a necessity these days.
15/12/2012 @02:17
In the UK people buy cigs and alcohol for people who aren't allowed to buy
them themselves; apply that logic to a country where you can legally buy and
own firearms and tragedies such as Connecticut are attributed to the retarded
choices of a Government. Rest in Peace to those innocent children, my thoughts
and prayers truly are with their families during these dark times x
15/12/2012 @10:53
No rushing to get out my bed, oh Saturdays how I love you!!
15/12/2012 @13:06
In all honesty, I fucking hate Christmas shopping.
15/12/2012 @13:37
Out of sight, never out of mind... ♥
15/12/2012 @13:45
I've come too far to make a foolish mistake.../ Slow myself down, deep breaths I take.../You can wipe that hope back off your face.../ I'm too strong now for anything to break. ♥
15/12/2012 @13:48
I'm fucking telling you, I WILL be around - get used to it now!
Otherwise your head's falling far from them clouds,
It's a long way down, to the ground where you found!
I ain't fucking around! This is reality!!
Get that through to your arrogant mentality!
Try to stop my rights, I'm acting irrationally!
How fast d'you want me to react savagely!?
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/going-down-swinging]
Otherwise your head's falling far from them clouds,
It's a long way down, to the ground where you found!
I ain't fucking around! This is reality!!
Get that through to your arrogant mentality!
Try to stop my rights, I'm acting irrationally!
How fast d'you want me to react savagely!?
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/going-down-swinging]
15/12/2012 @14:18
Some don't believe me when I say that I've changed.../
Your support and belief helped keep me living sane.../
Helped to ease the pain, that I've made bad decisions.../
When we meet nowadays, you see that I'm different.
Your support and belief helped keep me living sane.../
Helped to ease the pain, that I've made bad decisions.../
When we meet nowadays, you see that I'm different.
15/12/2012 @14:21
Newsfeed Spam Mode: Enabled
Newsfeed Spam Mode: Enabled
15/12/2012 @19:42
I am sophisticated, just look at how I hold my wine glass... :) [with Stace Lewis and Mark Jones]
I am sophisticated, just look at how I hold my wine glass... :) [with Stace Lewis and Mark Jones]
15/12/2012 @23:10
I got news for you if you think that I won't survive.../
I can bleed, I can bruise, but you can't take me alive.../
I can leave, I can lose, I can suffer, I can strive.../
I can succeed, I can choose - you won't take me alive.
I can bleed, I can bruise, but you can't take me alive.../
I can leave, I can lose, I can suffer, I can strive.../
I can succeed, I can choose - you won't take me alive.
15/12/2012@23:33
Now I see what bliss is; I understand true perfection.../
I yearn to dote on you, demonstrate my love and affection.../
To be your sword and shield, providing you all the protection.../
You're my darling daughter, the apple in my eye's reflection.
I yearn to dote on you, demonstrate my love and affection.../
To be your sword and shield, providing you all the protection.../
You're my darling daughter, the apple in my eye's reflection.
16/12/2012 @00:24
Forever prove my purpose, we never choose this circus.
But I'll be a clown for you, around for you - as sure as the Earth is.
But I'll be a clown for you, around for you - as sure as the Earth is.
16/12/2012 @12:51
Draft recording; this will be recorded better when it's not middle of the
night. [https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-lullaby]
16/12/2012 @02:28
We're wound so tight that we're ready to snap.
Struggling just to keep our cool composure intact.
Nobody would blame us if we fell off the map.
But inside we both know that we're better than that.
Struggling just to keep our cool composure intact.
Nobody would blame us if we fell off the map.
But inside we both know that we're better than that.
16/12/2012 @02:35
You're a fucking one man army.../
Taking what is rightfully ours so calmly.../
Most other folk would've gone bat shit barmy.../
But not us though... we're incredible aren't we?
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-a-word-with-myself]
Taking what is rightfully ours so calmly.../
Most other folk would've gone bat shit barmy.../
But not us though... we're incredible aren't we?
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-a-word-with-myself]
16/12/2012 @17:49
Stop embracing defeat, get the fuck out your seat.../
Hold your head to the sky, stand upright on your feet.../
And fight! Like the last night of your life!/
Just promise me this, they'll never take us alive!
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-a-word-with-myself]
Stop embracing defeat, get the fuck out your seat.../
Hold your head to the sky, stand upright on your feet.../
And fight! Like the last night of your life!/
Just promise me this, they'll never take us alive!
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-a-word-with-myself]
16/12/2012 @22:41
Pizza and Pilkington.
16/12/2012 @22:56
"I will kick a panda in the bollocks if I have to."
:'L
16/12/2012 @23:31
Brush off those shoulders, the dirt from your knees.../
The weight from the boulders is easy to see.../
And you're breaking too pieces like sand in the sea.../
But witnessing this ain't appealing to me.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-a-word-with-myself]
Brush off those shoulders, the dirt from your knees.../
The weight from the boulders is easy to see.../
And you're breaking too pieces like sand in the sea.../
But witnessing this ain't appealing to me.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-a-word-with-myself]
17/12/2012 @00:27
Just lying in bed, unable to stop thinking about my Ilysha...
17/12/2012 @06:59
Off to the gym, where fat is burned and pride is earned!!
17/12/2012 @12:09
On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me... fuck all because she
doesn't exist.
17/12/2012 @12:59
All I want for Xmas is you. To fuck off.
17/12/2012 @18:31
"Hell is empty, and all the devils are here."
- William Shakespeare
17/12/2012 @18:36
Check out my latest tracks if you get chance, much appreciated
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab]
Check out my latest tracks if you get chance, much appreciated
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab]
17/12/2012 @19:28
Writing and recording a new track, very different from my usual style. ♥
17/12/2012 @20:16
It's really not been easy, Mummy wouldn't let you see me.../
And it broke my heart to pieces, never been my choice believe me. [https://soundcloud.com/anothab/never-my-choice]
It's really not been easy, Mummy wouldn't let you see me.../
And it broke my heart to pieces, never been my choice believe me. [https://soundcloud.com/anothab/never-my-choice]
17/12/2012 @21:40
I've had enough getting up just to get knocked back down.../
You better sort your act out cause I can't stop now.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-foot-down]
I've had enough getting up just to get knocked back down.../
You better sort your act out cause I can't stop now.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-foot-down]
17/12/2012 @21:52
Don't know why the other link is being wank and won't load.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/lullaby]
Don't know why the other link is being wank and won't load.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/lullaby]
17/12/2012 @21:59
When we die, the amount of friends we have on Facebook, the amount of Trophies we have on PS3, the amount of money we have in the bank... none of it counts for fuck all. Use your time wisely, you won't be here forever.
When we die, the amount of friends we have on Facebook, the amount of Trophies we have on PS3, the amount of money we have in the bank... none of it counts for fuck all. Use your time wisely, you won't be here forever.
17/12/2012 @22:57
I'm beaming today, I'm on top of the world.../
No I'm not gonna stop, until I'm holding my girl!
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/3-steps-ahead]
I'm beaming today, I'm on top of the world.../
No I'm not gonna stop, until I'm holding my girl!
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/3-steps-ahead]
17/12/2012 @23:34
Sometimes I feel lonely and I think of you. It's funny, because it doesn't make me miss you, it makes me appreciate being alone.
Sometimes I feel lonely and I think of you. It's funny, because it doesn't make me miss you, it makes me appreciate being alone.
18/12/2012 @09:58
En route to Derby, paid to travel :)
18/12/2012 @14:08
It was never my choice to leave you, never my choice to go.../
Never my choice not to be around, to miss seeing you grow.../
In fact it hurts, more than you'll ever know.
Daddy loves you Ilysha, 2 months old today ♥
Never my choice not to be around, to miss seeing you grow.../
In fact it hurts, more than you'll ever know.
Daddy loves you Ilysha, 2 months old today ♥
18/12/2012 @18:06
It was never my choice to leave you, never my choice to go.../
Never my choice not to be around, to miss seeing you grow.../
In fact it hurts, more than you'll ever know.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/never-my-choice]
It was never my choice to leave you, never my choice to go.../
Never my choice not to be around, to miss seeing you grow.../
In fact it hurts, more than you'll ever know.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/never-my-choice]
18/12/2012 @18:51
I've got too much on my plate, shit is falling off the side.../
So I'm putting my foot down and I'm telling you why.../
I've had enough getting up just to get knocked back down.../
You better sort your act out cause I can't stop now.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-foot-down]
I've got too much on my plate, shit is falling off the side.../
So I'm putting my foot down and I'm telling you why.../
I've had enough getting up just to get knocked back down.../
You better sort your act out cause I can't stop now.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-foot-down]
18/12/2012 @19:00
This track is hype as fuuuuuck.
18/12/2012 @19:37
Listen and share!! - @AnothaB ♥
.
18/12/2012 @20:22
In the shop just and a young child asked his Mum what the sign behind the
counter said; "Thieves will be ..." His Mother replied "Thieves will be
prosecuted." The child then asked what it meant, and the Mum answered "If you
take something from the shop without paying then you get prosecuted." I'm
quietly confident that the child's confused look was mirrored by my own, since
he was clearly asking what prosecuted meant since he didn't recognise the
word. Some poor kids don't stand a chance.
18/12/2012 @20:54
"Ta-ta Turbo Man!"
18/12/2012 @22:04
♥
♥
18/12/2012 @22:11
♥
18/12/2012 @22:15
"The tears come streaming down your face.../
When you lose something you can't replace."
:'( ♥
When you lose something you can't replace."
:'( ♥
18/12/2012 @22:55
Bath to steam clean my head of negative thoughts, then off to starfish the
fuck out my bed.
18/12/2012 @23:50
Silence echoes loudest.
19/12/2012 @12:42
Dear Santa, for Christmas I just want my daughter back in my life. You can
keep everything else, none of it matters to me.
19/12/2012 @12:46
He tried so hard to be the hero, but instead he became the victim./
Just know no matter where he goes though;
he's always taking you there with him.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/never-my-choice]
He tried so hard to be the hero, but instead he became the victim./
Just know no matter where he goes though;
he's always taking you there with him.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/never-my-choice]
19/12/2012 @23:00
These days, I believe quality over quantity. It's not how many people you have
in your life, it's how special they are to you. If you are in the minority,
it's a compliment. I love all of you who have never walked away through all my
drama, all of you who held me close when I pushed you away, and all of you who
continue to be my rocks during everything I'm going through. They say it's not
what you do for yourself, it's what you do for others that defines you; and
based on that definition, you are all heroes in my eyes. I love you all,
eternally.
19/12/2012 @23:09
Charlie... my Charlie boy.../
You fill my life with tears of joy.../
Charlie... my Char-char.../
I wanna stay wherever you are...
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/like-my-own]
Charlie... my Charlie boy.../
You fill my life with tears of joy.../
Charlie... my Char-char.../
I wanna stay wherever you are...
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/like-my-own]
19/12/2012 @23:16
To me, you're not just my baby girl.../ You're my entire world.../ And I won't let you down. ♥
To me, you're not just my baby girl.../ You're my entire world.../ And I won't let you down. ♥
20/12/2012 @00:17
Simply put, that's my daughter.../
Simply put, that's my daughter.../
Trust me if you saw her, you'd see why I adore her.../
Why I'm not running for the borders.../
Why I'd do anything at all for her.../
She's my sunshine, through the dark days.../
Home is with her, cause with her is where my heart stays.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-i-will-go]
Why I'm not running for the borders.../
Why I'd do anything at all for her.../
She's my sunshine, through the dark days.../
Home is with her, cause with her is where my heart stays.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-i-will-go]
20/12/2012 @12:56
She's my sunshine, through the dark days.../
Home is with her, cause with her is where my heart stays.
♥
Home is with her, cause with her is where my heart stays.
♥
20/12/2012 @18:21
To all those women who said they wouldn't sleep with me if I was the last guy
on Earth, we may get to test the theory after Saturday. I hope to God all you
fit one's survive.
20/12/2012 @18:44
"Gwarn take this piss out of my receding hairline now innit... sorry bruv,
can't hear you from D-Wing! Go on then, shoot me with your crossbow through
your tiny prison window, you chief!"
:L
20/12/2012 @19:42
I never gave up, without the hardest of fights.../
Mummy made it her goal to keep me out of your life.../
And I don't know why so I could never explain.../
But I promise you Ilysha, you're my everything.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/i-will-go]
Mummy made it her goal to keep me out of your life.../
And I don't know why so I could never explain.../
But I promise you Ilysha, you're my everything.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/i-will-go]
21/12/2012 @13:26
Actions speak louder than words, because words are simpler than actions. Stop telling people what you're capable of, and show them instead. Less talking, more doing.
Actions speak louder than words, because words are simpler than actions. Stop telling people what you're capable of, and show them instead. Less talking, more doing.
21/12/2012 @22:27
I wouldn't say I've grown out of the whole going town phase, but I went out
straight after work, and I was home about 10pm. Okay, perhaps I have grown out
of going town...
22/12/2012 @12:04
Okay, jokes over - who has superglued my nose shut? This isn't funny.
22/12/2012 @12:07
Sick tune... massive respect on the name drop brother! [http://www.reverbnation.com/lukepvfccleverley/song/6289039-luke-pvfc-cleverley-best-from-rest]
22/12/2012 @15:17
Nice see Stace & Mark for a bit, and off out with my doody Rob shortly for
a catch up. Hopefully seeing Luke later too... :)
22/12/2012 @16:12
There's never any way of knowing.../
When the winds of change are blowing.../
So if you find yourself mosying through Hell.../
No slowing, just gotta keep going.
When the winds of change are blowing.../
So if you find yourself mosying through Hell.../
No slowing, just gotta keep going.
23/12/2012 @08:58
Gym on a Sunday morning.
23/12/2012 @14:23
The love for my daughter keeps me walking over water.../ Climbing over mountains, fighting every moment for her.../ In my life I'm the author, byline 'Ben Scott'.../ Fuck Rorsarch, I design my own inkblots. ♥
The love for my daughter keeps me walking over water.../ Climbing over mountains, fighting every moment for her.../ In my life I'm the author, byline 'Ben Scott'.../ Fuck Rorsarch, I design my own inkblots. ♥
23/12/2012 @14:33
Latest tracks by @AnothaB ♫
Latest tracks by @AnothaB ♫
23/12/2012 @17:53
I see Chelsea took it easy on Villa today, rather than just rolling them over,
they actually left them with a respectable scoreline by the final whistle...
23/12/2012 @18:45
"You stink. You smell like beef and cheese, you don't smell like
Santa!"
23/12/2012 @20:34
Just watched Project X for the second time today haha, definitely recommended to the masses... ;) [with Terry Scott and David Michael Lawton]
Just watched Project X for the second time today haha, definitely recommended to the masses... ;) [with Terry Scott and David Michael Lawton]
23/12/2012 @21:04
The love for my daughter keeps me walking over water.../
Climbing over mountains, fighting every moment for her.../
In my life I'm the author, byline 'Ben Scott'.../
Fuck Rorsarch I design my own inkblots.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-going-through-hell]
The love for my daughter keeps me walking over water.../
Climbing over mountains, fighting every moment for her.../
In my life I'm the author, byline 'Ben Scott'.../
Fuck Rorsarch I design my own inkblots.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-going-through-hell]
23/12/2012 @21:10
Simply put, that's my daughter.../
Trust me if you saw her, you'd see why I adore her.../
Why I'm not running for the borders.../
Why I'd do anything at all for her.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/i-will-go]
Simply put, that's my daughter.../
Trust me if you saw her, you'd see why I adore her.../
Why I'm not running for the borders.../
Why I'd do anything at all for her.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/i-will-go]
23/12/2012 @23:32
I embrace all the hate and disgrace that I tasted.../
A little bit of toothpaste and I easily replaced it.
A little bit of toothpaste and I easily replaced it.
24/12/2012
24/12/2012 @09:22
24/12/2012 @09:22
4hr shift, then off to finish Xmas shopping. I'm male, it's excusable.
24/12/2012 @15:21
Too many sick rappers, with too many sick bars. English Frank, Mic Righteous, Akala and more...
Too many sick rappers, with too many sick bars. English Frank, Mic Righteous, Akala and more...
24/12/2012 @15:31
I sense a change in the wind.../
I feel it flowing through the blood in my veins. [http://www.reverbnation.com/open_graph/song/15595466]
I sense a change in the wind.../
I feel it flowing through the blood in my veins. [http://www.reverbnation.com/open_graph/song/15595466]
24/12/2012 @16:35
They say blood is thicker than water.../
I know true love when I'm kissing my daughter.../
But the feeling's not exclusive, I've felt it before.../
In the presence of my Godson, I've felt it for sure.
I know true love when I'm kissing my daughter.../
But the feeling's not exclusive, I've felt it before.../
In the presence of my Godson, I've felt it for sure.
24/12/2012 @18:20
Watching "Stephen Merchant - Hello Ladies" and wrapping presents. Nothing like leaving it last minute haha.
Watching "Stephen Merchant - Hello Ladies" and wrapping presents. Nothing like leaving it last minute haha.
24/12/2012 @20:32
Well, I watched Stephen Merchant but never even started wrapping presents when
I said I was doing 2hrs ago... best move my ass and get on with it now I
think!
24/12/2012 @23:04
"What the hell you doin' in my house?! Eating a big ass sandwich and
shit!?"
25/12/2012 @00:01
Merry Xmas to all my family and friends, I genuinely hope you all have a
lovely time. And Happy First Christmas to my beautiful daughter Ilysha, Daddy
really wishes he could wake up to find you nestled under his tree in the
morning, having you with him would be the best present he could receive, but
I'll make it up to you next year Princess, I'm still hoping from the bottom of
my heart you have a special and magical day ♥ x x x
25/12/2012 @20:47
Would like to publicly thank Sheila and Dawn for a fantastic Christmas Day,
loved spending it with you both, and of course my Char-char :D ♥ - love you
all loads x x x
25/12/2012 @21:46
Disaronno & coke, Courvoisier chocolates, curled up watching Christmas
films... :) ♥
25/12/2012 @23:59
Always remember that the true meaning of Christmas isn't to celebrate some
fictional character who died on a cross in some book, it's a time to cherish
those we hold dear... ♥ - oh, and obviously also a perfect excuse for eating
loads of food and drinking obscene amounts of alcohol... I hope you've all
honoured the true meaning of Christmas :) x
26/12/2012 @04:04
The first time you truly fall in love will always be the best; you have no
baggage from past failed relationships and no fear of repeating previous
mistakes. You love wholeheartedly, honestly and passionately.
26/12/2012 @12:11
Knowledge is power, imagination is freedom, and creativity is immortal... ♥
26/12/2012 @13:12
Wasting so much talent on irrelevant pursuits.../
You redirect your energy on eloquent truths.../
And you steer your path clear from malevolent youths.../
Too focused to require an embellished excuse.
You redirect your energy on eloquent truths.../
And you steer your path clear from malevolent youths.../
Too focused to require an embellished excuse.
26/12/2012 @13:40
Found a reason to stop, and avoid every vice.../
Drink, drugs, violence, cash, girls and lies.../
Find a moment of silence to reflect on your life.../
What will you leave behind on the day that you die?
Drink, drugs, violence, cash, girls and lies.../
Find a moment of silence to reflect on your life.../
What will you leave behind on the day that you die?
26/12/2012 @14:52
"My girl I found out she was cheating on me,
she said please don't get upset.../
I said you remember them naked pictures I've got of you?
Well say hello to the internet."
haha
she said please don't get upset.../
I said you remember them naked pictures I've got of you?
Well say hello to the internet."
haha
26/12/2012 @15:22
Absolutely love this track ♥
26/12/2012 @16:35
So you call yourself my friend? Where the fuck have you been?/
Said you be there til the end, you'd be there through everything?/
But when I needed you the most, where the fuck did you hide?/
You can keep on playing the ghost, just stay the fuck out of my life.
Said you be there til the end, you'd be there through everything?/
But when I needed you the most, where the fuck did you hide?/
You can keep on playing the ghost, just stay the fuck out of my life.
26/12/2012 @20:40
Boxing Day and alcohol go together like tomorrow morning and a hangover.
27/12/2012 @08:54
Back to work, mehhh... at least after today there is only 1 cheeky 4hr shift
in the next 5 days.
27/12/2012 @23:42
Lovely night with my Dad, Angie, Eddy, Embemburee, Panfa & Jacob... bit
gutted Toni-Bones wasn't there tho... ♥
28/12/2012 @00:19
"Do anything for them cause you truly do adore them,
Like dedicate songs, write poems.../
But they be on that bullshit,
And you try to ignore them."
Like dedicate songs, write poems.../
But they be on that bullshit,
And you try to ignore them."
28/12/2012 @00:25
After speaking with my own beautiful Miss Carter, I think I may just have to
watch Walk The Line right now... :) ♥
28/12/2012 @02:47
Suppose I best set my alarm... for about midday.
28/12/2012 @12:58
Only one thing is for certain.../
No longer letting myself become the burden.../
I wipe away the burning tears when I'm hurtin'.../
And bite my tongue as the fear inside me worsens.
Only one thing is for certain.../
No longer letting myself become the burden.../
I wipe away the burning tears when I'm hurtin'.../
And bite my tongue as the fear inside me worsens.
29/12/2012 @12:46
The last few years have been murder.../
Considered suicide; two brothers took it further.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/stronger-alone]
The last few years have been murder.../
Considered suicide; two brothers took it further.
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/stronger-alone]
29/12/2012 @18:02
Pass me the mic next, fuck the introduction.../
Need to get his off my chest like a breast reduction.
Need to get his off my chest like a breast reduction.
30/12/2012 @16:57
Last night was proper messy! #delightful
Last night was proper messy! #delightful
30/12/2012 @17:47
Believed I was blessed, being impressed by the best.../
Electric charge pressed hard to the heart in my chest.../
Postponing my death, halting the cardiac arrest.../
Now I'm somewhat depressed, and confused in retrospect.../
Like she pulled me from the wreck with resuscitating breaths.../
Only to treat me with neglect and destroy my self respect.
Electric charge pressed hard to the heart in my chest.../
Postponing my death, halting the cardiac arrest.../
Now I'm somewhat depressed, and confused in retrospect.../
Like she pulled me from the wreck with resuscitating breaths.../
Only to treat me with neglect and destroy my self respect.
30/12/2012 @19:13
Absolutely priceless haha! ♥ - Charlie demanding an imaginary boy gets out of our car! :L
Absolutely priceless haha! ♥ - Charlie demanding an imaginary boy gets out of our car! :L
30/12/2012 @20:04
"Try to tell you no, but my body keeps on telling you yes.../
Try to tell you stop, but your lipstick got me so out of breath..."
♥
Try to tell you stop, but your lipstick got me so out of breath..."
♥
30/12/2012 @22:27
"I keep a close watch on this heart of mine.../
I keep my eyes wide open all the time."
♥
I keep my eyes wide open all the time."
♥
30/12/2012 @22:52
You're a fucking one man army!/
You're a fucking one man army!/
Taking what is rightfully ours, so calmly!/
Most other folk would've gone bat shit barmy.../
But not us though, we're incredible aren't we?!
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-a-word-with-myself]
Most other folk would've gone bat shit barmy.../
But not us though, we're incredible aren't we?!
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/anotha-b-a-word-with-myself]
31/12/2012 @00:00
AnothaB Discography
[http://anothartist.tumblr.com/]
[http://anothartist.tumblr.com/]
31/12/2012 @00:44
Hit the road, rolling stone alone, lonely and broke.../
Shove my life into a bag and get the fuck outta Stoke.
Shove my life into a bag and get the fuck outta Stoke.
31/12/2012 @09:33
Those of you who know me well enough already know that 2012 has been a big
year for me. It's involved overcoming the deaths of a close friend, Anthony
Mansell, and my brother in law, Ricky Lewis. It's involved overcoming a bad
cocaine addiction, and finally getting my finances in order. I started back
the gym in August, and began taking better care of my health again. I've
changed jobs to be an I.T. Technician and website developer as opposed to a
call centre slave. I've cut away a fuckload of dead wood, burned bridges with
wankers and learned the value of true friendships. I've got my creativity
back, and recorded almost 100 songs in the last 12 months. And most notably of
all, I became a Daddy to a beautiful daughter, Ilysha Jade ♥ - I can finally
say now, that after battling through so much drama, grief and heartbreak, I am
looking forward to 2013 and whatever it brings. I've come too far and overcome
too many obstacles for this next year to not be easier. So thank you to all of
those who stuck by me through all the shit I've fought through, and fuck you
to all those who didn't. Here's to 2013, let's make it a fucking good one!
31/12/2012 @13:37
2013 will be a solid continuation of 2012; big progressive changes, and you
either walk beside me or you get left in my past with the rest of the wankers
I once wasted my time on.
31/12/2012 @13:52
I'll never say life's been easy.../ I've never asked for much please believe me.../ Never been greedy, developed my own theory.../ I've changed my whole world you can hear it on my CD's.
31/12/2012 @15:59
My local shopkeeper is an absolute top boi.
31/12/2012 @17:55
Got to love Danny Trejo in Machete... within the first hour of the film he's
fucked Michelle Rodriguez, Lindsay Lohan and Jessica Alba. #weljel
31/12/2012 @21:23
Before I'm/You're/We're too pissed, Happy New Year male slags and cunts, let's
make it a good 'un yeah?!
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