An overview of opinions and observations for the month.
01/12/2013 @00:12
So, so proud! Shame she got a bit mardy in the
middle of it, but she isn't very well, she soon cheered back up though! My
little girl is getting bigger! Happy and sad about it at the same time!! ♥
[with
Terry Scott, Stace Lewis, Matthew Morris, Dawn Wheels Owen and Sheila Scott]
01/12/2013 @01:20
"If you could divorce yourself from consequence, the world is a much easier
place to live in. If you don't care that your actions hurt people, life's
probably like some amusement park. Let's not go down that road." - Russell Brand
01/12/2013 @10:21
I wasn't sure if Paul Walker had really passed
away, but thankfully Facebook exists for 70 status updates in a row to confirm
it. Rest in peace Paul, but as tragic as it is, life as I know it continues
uninterrupted. My heart goes out to his daughter, family and friends, the
people who are truly affected.
01/12/2013 @11:10
"World hunger could be solved with $40 billion of investment, now I know
that sounds a lot, but not compared to the $50 trillion controlled by
American millionaires, $11 trillion of which is held in offshore bank
accounts. Now I don't know what an "offshore bank account" means, but it
sounds a bit like a beach - it sounds like they've got so much fucking
money, they've sent some to go on fucking holiday somewhere!!"
- Russell Brand
01/12/2013 @12:34
Such a sweet idea, and a reminder of how much a
simple act of random kindness can impact on the world around us! :') ♥
01/12/2013 @21:42
"Christmas is so close, I can almost smell the mistletoe that I'm not going
to be kissed under!"
01/12/2013 @23:13
Hahaha love how dude pokes fun at how some
people pull the race card all the time!
Like I said... I broke Monsoon lol :/
[with Christopher Downs]
Ninja balance ftfw!
[with Christopher Downs]
Spoiler alert. My sister is a dickkkk!
[with Sammie Scott]
Be rude not to really.
[watching Elf]
[http://www.autoway.co.jp/otoue/]
I feel all warm and fuzzy, so I think it's time I go and starfish in bed. Today has been absolutely amazing from start to finish - it's times like these that I'm truly grateful for how good my life is these days, and the wonderful people that I get to share it with! Sweet dreams all you beautiful souls! xo
[feeling inebriated]
[feeling wonderful]
So, we came across a posh globe up the loft, and I asked Charlie where he thought our house was - his response was pointing at Africa. I pointed at the United Kingdom and told him that's where his house is, too which he logically responded that it's way too small to be his house. He then rotated the globe and pointed at Canada, proudly announcing that was where Maccy D's is. So at this point, I thought I need to capture this on video!! Well adorable, the innocence of children! :') ♥
[with Dawn Wheels Owen and Sheila Scott]
If you knew what goes on inside my head, you'd probably think I'm crazy.
You broke me completely and I've yet to recover.../ Scarred internally, you cut deeper than any other.
Trying to deal and to cope how I hope I can.
When it's windy don't try to spit, otherwise it ends up blowing back in your face, and/or down your clothing... as the bloke walking past me just realised.
[feeling amused]
[feeling concerned]
Hahaha Marcs face on this is amazing!
They need to make more Xmas films before I run out a fortnight before it even officially arrives!
[watching The Polar Express]
Just heard Nelson Mandela has died at 95. Respect where it's due, that's 5mph faster than Paul Walker.
TWO HOUR SEASON FINALE!?! Fuck yeah!!
I accept you, entirely, with all your flaws, insecurities and imperfections. I see the potential in you to be something better, the hunger to be something more. I hear the emotion in your voice from the lessons you have learned, the mistakes you have made, and tragedies you have experienced. I understand that you are broken, and that you are incomplete - that there are fragments of you that still need attention, and pieces still missing from the final portrait. I respect you for the courage you have shown to never surrender, the willpower and dedication you have demonstrated in emerging from the darkness to smile defiantly. I see the twinkle still there in your eyes, the one that fades from time to time, and is often overlooked by many others. I see the beauty in your soul, the grace in your serenity, and the wisdom in your perceptions. I see somebody worthy of my respect, someone worthy of the best in life. I accept you completely and I love you unconditionally. #selftalk
Getting my fix before I can be victim to more spoilers!
[watching The Walking Dead]
Well, it's almost time to go pick up my little munchkin... and I've even got her for 7.5hrs today!!
[feeling excited]
[feeling drained]
For anybody else who is wondering, me and Marie are still getting along brilliantly - I am so grateful for whatever has inspired her change of heart, because it really does make a huge difference for both me & Ilysha. Lately we actually communicate, even as far as standing chattering for a fair while when I collect/drop off Ilysha - it actually seems surreal, and my natural response is to anticipate it all going to pot... but I'm just appreciating and making the most of the situation at present, trying to remain optimistic that Marie will see how much better and easier all of our lives are as a result. I know I've said a lot of bad things about Marie in the past, and although I don't take them back because I still believe they were justified at the time, I see the side of her these days that made me care for her originally. Perhaps she honestly did think she was acting in Ilysha's best interests by keeping her away from me, and now she has just realised how wrong she was? Regardless, none of us are perfect and we all fuck up from time to time, but life isn't about dwelling on yesterdays mistakes, it's about living for tomorrows potential. I forgive too easily and it's always been my downfall, however I can't help but try to bury all the past tears she has caused me, under all the present smiles she is giving me. Life is good right about now, and I'm thankful for it every day. xo
[feeling content]
That awkward moment when you try to tag a photo with somebody as their relationship to you. Yes, I just tried to tag a photo as "Nan".
[feeling different]
My lil' Sonshine will be here soon :') x
It's insane to think that back in the day the only way to contact people was by corded telephone or actually meeting them in person. These days you can literally contact me via call, text, at least 40 different websites, 8 different apps, 7 different social networks, 5 different email platforms, or PlayStation Network. Or you can even be old fashioned and meet me in person if you insist.
[feeling connected]
Little man, I love you like my own.../
No matter where I roam, with you I see my home.../
Cause it's where the heart is, and mines with you.../
So perfect and fragile, there's nothing I won't do.
#homeiswheretheheartis
[https://soundcloud.com/anothab/like-my-own]
[with Christopher Downs]
[feeling positive]
Yes Ricky laaa!
[watching Jingle All The Way]
Name some decent Xmas films, I'm running out of ideas!! ∙ Home Alone 1 & 2 ∙ Jingle All The Way ∙ Miracle On 34th Street ∙ The Santa Clause 1, 2 & 3 ∙ Scrooged ∙ A Christmas Carol ∙ Santa Claus: The Movie ∙ National Lampoons Christmas Vacation ∙ Nightmare Before Christmas ∙ The Muppets Christmas Carol ∙ The Polar Express ∙ The Grinch ∙ Elf ∙ Bad Santa ∙ Friday After Next
[feeling desperate]
10/12/2013 @20:56
You are beautiful, even if you do not realise
it. Fire does not burn itself, water does not wet itself, light does not
illuminate itself, and beauty does not realise itself. But fire burns me,
water wets me, light illuminates me... and your beauty? Well, I see your
beauty clearly ♡
11/12/2013 @01:05
And they wonder why I go rogue and hate co-op...
11/12/2013 @16:40
Just casually blown a PSU up at work. A loud
bang, the lights all dimmed momentarily, people panicked looking around... and
there is me... with my hand inside the PC casing, black smoke seeping out of
the fan unit, and a look of "holy fucking shit" on my face.
[feeling
whoa...]
11/12/2013 @23:16
Well and truly emotionally drained... did not
expect to be crying by the end of this, yet I really am!
[watching Sons
of Anarchy]
11/12/2013 @23:36
Whilst the poor men die in rich men's wars.../
It's so easy to forget
the original cause.../
Terrorists kill millions, Bush kills
billions.../
And whose blood is shed? Innocent civilians.../
Bush
resembling Hitler, obsession with power.../
Concentration camp tactics
making enemies cower.../
Bully strategy convincing all fools to
follow.../
Is there a lump in your throat too hard to swallow
madness to think I wrote this 4yrs ago! #anothab
12/12/2013 @09:01
Got Jamie T keeping me company en route to
work...
12/12/2013 @12:38
My director just said
"it's a lot bigger down there than I thought..."
and my autopilot response was "I bet you say that to all the boys."
[feeling
awkward]
12/12/2013 @18:38
The hardest part of Christmas is either going
shopping for presents, or not eating all the nice food and drinking all the
beer before it officially arrives.
12/12/2013 @23:12
Still be a cunt.
13/12/2013 @00:00
"And when my son was taken, and I fucking cried to sleep it was always nice
to me."
- I feel those lyrics cut so deep, real and raw... there is no pain I've ever
known like having your child kept from you. I can relate to the anger and pain
of any parent in that situation. Such heartfelt and real lyrics on this track
by @Dave ThreeWays.
13/12/2013 @00:38
I wouldn't change the past, finally I'm at peace.../
With the person
that I am, no more lying through my teeth.
13/12/2013 @08:55
The weather may be ugly today, but you are all
still so beautiful to me... so smile, shrug away those stresses, and share
your magic with the world!
[feeling awesome]
13/12/2013 @18:52
Got my little Princess all to myself tomorrow
unless anybody pops round for a brew hehe... can't wait!!
[feeling
impatient]
13/12/2013 @19:30
Preparations are almost ready for the weekend to
commence!
Work done ✓
Dishes done ✓
Washing done ✓
Kitchen cleaned ✓
Bathroom cleaned ✓
Hoovering up done ✓
Bedrooms organised ✓
[feeling like an eligible bachelor!]
13/12/2013 @19:55
Now to cook myself some tea, put my feet up,
bang a film on and play some PS3!!
13/12/2013 @22:03
"I want to tell him what a cheap, lying, no good, rotten, four flushing,
low life, snake licking, dirt eating, inbred, overstuffed, ignorant, blood
sucking, dog kissing, brainless, dickless, hopeless, heartless, fat ass, bug
eyed, stiff legged, spotty lipped, worm headed sack of monkey shit he is!!
Hallelujah! Holy shit... where’s the Tylenol?!"
14/12/2013 @09:15
Merry Christmas everyone! Oh... my bad! It just
feels like Christmas every time I get to see my lil' munchkin!!
[feeling
amazing]
14/12/2013 @17:56
Priorities and patience can be a major
inconvenience at times.
14/12/2013 @19:35
Wish I was gatecrashing a Christmas party
tonight, but I've been denied a bank loan.
[feeling like the Human Torch]
14/12/2013 @23:59
"You fuck with me, you fuckin' with the best!"
[feeling like Scarface]
15/12/2013 @19:10
"And for me it's just the same story, different pen."
[feeling disappointed]
15/12/2013 @21:52
On a huge RPG it's mandatory to spend a lengthy
period of time customising your appearance. That awesome moment when you first
see your creation in a beautifully cinematic opening sequence... only usually
it doesn't begin with a huge dragon poking your heart out with one fingernail
and eating it.
[with Christopher Downs]
15/12/2013 @22:57
Even your imperfections are perfect to me ♡
16/12/2013 @00:29
Well that concludes another lovely weekend with
my Princess Ilysha and Prince Charlie, now time for bed ready for work in the
morning I reckon. Stay classy Facebook!
16/12/2013 @19:01
Well today has been one big fucking mare haha, I
guess waking up half an hour after I was suppose to start work was never going
to be a good start!
16/12/2013 @21:47
Old timessss hahahaaaa
16/12/2013 @22:43
Good catch up with the brothers Bamford and a
few scoops... if I'm late getting work tomorrow, at least there will be a
proper reason!
[with Daniel Teejay]
16/12/2013 @23:15
I hate admitting it, but I do still miss you
♡
[feeling lonely]
17/12/2013 @08:11
No matter how hard we try to cling onto a
perfect moment, it will always slip between our fingers like sand and become
nothing more than a memory. Everything is transient, nothing is permanent.
Squeeze every ounce of happiness from each passing moment, because once you
let it fade away, it can never be anything more than a fleeting reminder of
better times.
17/12/2013 @18:52
Some companies are actually retarded.
17/12/2013 @23:27
On a real note, we've just had a conversation in
the car about the fact that Gandalf is actually a pretty shit "wizard". His
entire arsenal consists of cheap parlour tricks, smokes and mirrors. His best
tactic is shining a bright light out the end of his staff and running away...
if he hasn't already pissed off on his own just before shit hits the
proverbial fan that is. He's a bit of a fraud really. He's like an OAP Harry
Potter but his only spell is the patronus charm.
[with Terry Scott and
Matthew Morris]
18/12/2013 @00:51
All it takes is watching videos of my lil'
Princess and my heart melts every time. I am truly blessed to be the Father of
such a wonderful child ♡
18/12/2013 @00:53
Hehe, such simple things make me grin ear to ear
:') ♥
18/12/2013 @09:20
The only person in this world who can hold you
back is yourself. You define the boundaries, you impose the restrictions, and
you decide how low the glass ceiling is. Stop letting your doubts and fears
restrain you -if you want it, then go get it tiger!!
[feeling inspired]
18/12/2013 @13:33
Yeah... so my director just walked out of the
building as I casually declared loudly: "I don't really care if gay people
look at my dick." Awesome.
[feeling awkward]
18/12/2013 @20:26
The weather outside is frightful... and I'm
outside - delightful.
[feeling wet]
18/12/2013 @22:06
I'm really intrigued by Olbers paradox. If the
universe is infinite and occupied by infinite stars as we are told, then the
night sky should be brightly illuminated as opposed to pitch black. Stars
within each shell would ultimately align with the gaps in other layers of the
universe to create a total coverage of stars regardless of our line of sight.
18/12/2013 @23:10
If you actually consider yourself a friend of
mine and you've never taken the time to listen to any of my music or tracks,
please find a few minutes to change the fact. A lot of time, energy and
honesty goes into my music - it's something that means a lot to me. If you're
a true friend, you should be supportive not ignorant. - @AnothaB
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab/song/19117168-resilient]
18/12/2013 @23:56
Never heard of her until @Streamlyne brought
this to my attention... but I fully support her decision! Her label tells her
that if she has her album ready by summer it will be released this year... she
works her arse off to get it done on time... then they push the release date
until next year? So she leaks it on Twitter herself so that she remains true
to her promise to her fans that they'd have the album before xmas! That's an
artist I respect, even if it causes her a shitload of legal problems as a
result!
[http://www.rollingstone.com/music/news/angel-haze-leaks-her-own-album-out-of-spite-20131218]
19/12/2013 @08:58
It's fresh this morning. ('Fresh' being the
masculine and acceptable synonym for 'absolutely fucking arctic'.)
19/12/2013 @21:32
Christmas is wonderful, but does bring with it
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that are relevant to you! :) x
19/12/2013 @18:49
It's concerning how attracted I am to tomboys.
19/12/2013 @22:11
Hahahaha! Imagine if you were the girl in the
hallway coming back for a night of casual sex and then witnessing this! OMG
haha! I love how nuts the guy goes - proper starts trying batter his mate!
Crying!
19/12/2013 @23:35
Just marathoned through 7 episodes back to
back... suffice to say, fair good this is!
[watching The Following]
20/12/2013 @00:10
It makes me really happy seeing people I care
about in healthy and fulfilling relationships; it truly restores my faith in
love that I'd lost for such a long time.
[feeling optimistic]
20/12/2013 @08:55
What's that coming over the hill, is it a
weekend, is it a weekend!!?
[feeling excited]
20/12/2013 @10:12
@Jon Bamford, @Deanna Tiny Exon, @Sophie Hand
20/12/2013 @19:29
May have just gone full retard... but anyyyways,
let's get wrapping these presents, cause Lord knows they won't wrap
themselves!
[feeling festive]
21/12/2013 @08:54
Almost time to go fetch me lil' munchkin for the
day ♡
[feeling blessed]
21/12/2013 @13:49
Got a poorly lil munchkin today, she's not
herself at all... won't eat, extremely exhausted, and very emotional :(
22/12/2013 @18:52
Cuddles with my poorly lil' Princess yesterday,
and then cuddles with my poorly lil' Prince today. Made me both happy and sad
at the same time.
22/12/2013 @20:37
I love hearing obscure songs that I really like
on TV shows. @Classified #InnerNinja
[watching Under The Dome]
23/12/2013 @01:16
Remember this legend! Hahaha! @Paul Steele @Mark
Shaw
23/12/2013 @08:53
Looking like no horrendous fucking traffic jams
on the way to work!? Xmas boost!
[feeling wonderful]
23/12/2013 @18:51
The best thing in life is family, and there is
no better time than Christmas to appreciate those we hold dear. I have been
truly blessed that no matter what obstacles and problems life has given me, my
family and genuine friends have remained my constant strength and never given
up on me. I hope that all of you have the memorable, magical and special
Christmas' that you deserve - you all mean the world to me ♥ - Merry Christmas
to you all xo
23/12/2013 @21:00
The simplest thing is often the most elusive;
happiness is the only thing that any of us ever truly want in life -
everything else is just a tool we use in our bid to obtain it. Love, money,
success, power, respect, control, vanity, peace... none of it has any real
purpose without happiness. Being truly happy is the very purest emotion we can
ever hope to experience, so when we get a taste, we should try to appreciate
every moment of it ♡
[feeling happy]
23/12/2013 @21:40
How to be sociably antisocial ;)
23/12/2013 @22:39
I am so annoyed about the ending to Under The
Dome On CBS!! I've marathoned the entire first series of 13 episodes pretty
much back to back since last night, simply because I hate having to wait to
see what happens next... and the ending is an absolute clusterfuck of a
cliffhanger!! ARGHHH!!!
[feeling impatient with Terry Scott]
24/12/2013 @15:53
Few cheeky amarettos? Well, it is Xmas Eve after
all!
[watching the Grinch]
24/12/2013 @19:12
[watching It's a Wonderful Life]
24/12/2013 @21:09
For this Christmas, all I truly want is
happiness and love for all the wonderful people that I care about. I genuinely
hope that all of you have the magical and memorable Christmas that you deserve
♡ Special thoughts and prayers are with those of you that I expect are going
to have a difficult time over these next few days - I really wish I could
bring those you care about back from Heaven as presents for you to open
tomorrow morning, I really do ♡ KH♡ SL♡ NE♡ SW♡ HC♡ Last year I asked Santa to
bring my perfect daughter back to me, my beautiful Princess Ilysha Jade - and
this year I'm so grateful to be spending Boxing Day with her ♡ - that's the
best present I could ever receive ♡ Merry Christmas to you all ♡ xo
24/12/2013 @22:53
Christmas isn't about Santa and presents, an
excessive dinner with all the trimmings, getting smashed sitting in your pants
watching TV, or Jesus and religion. Christmas is about family, generosity,
appreciation and love ♡
25/12/2013 @22:22
Been a strange Christmas Day, very unorthodox
and unique. Excited for tomorrow now, get to see my beautiful lil Princess for
the whole day & see my handsome lil Sonshine too... happy days!
26/12/2013 @17:39
Well, today has been hectic to say the least...
hectic, but wonderful! I've had my Princess Ilysha all day, and I actually
feel like Santa Claus the amount of people we've visited! We spent all morning
with my Dad, Ang, Sammy, Emma, Laura, Jamie, Jay, Terry & Stace... then
all afternoon with my Mum, Dawn, Charlie, Dawnie and Benjibum! It's been
lovely seeing everyone and spending time with most of those that I care about
the most :') I want to say a massive thank you to my brother Terry for all his
help, and thanks to Dawn for making sure I got my little pumpkin pie home okay
on time! I've had a lovely time spoiling both Ilysha & Charlie, and
playing with both of them and Benjibum, and now I am physically and mentally
exhausted!! Thanks to everyone who has bought my little angel some presents,
she was overwhelmed with how many she had to open - so much in fact that she
spent the first 20 minutes playing with a box of Quality Street rather than
face opening any of them! :') Now the madness has died down, and I'm all alone
for the first time in a few days, I think it's time to wind down with a few
amarettos and put my feet up before returning to work tomorrow!! Merry
Christmas everyone, hope you've all had a magical time!! ♡
[feeling
wonderful but exhausted]
26/12/2013 @19:57
"Bless us all who gather here.../
The loving family I hold dear.../
No
place on Earth, compares with home.../
And every path will bring me
back from where I roam."
♡ [feeling emotional]
26/12/2013 @22:26
Which joker put onions in this film?
[watching
John Q]
26/12/2013 @22:40
The infamy of that name is immense! Skip to
02:55 if you can't be arsed watch the whole thing! :')
[with Christopher
Downs, David Michael Lawton and Daniel Teejay]
27/12/2013 @21:46
Well, that lovely ambience of a Christmassy
atmosphere has well and truly gone to shit... 'cause I'm on my way to bloody
work!! *cry cry*
27/12/2013 @17:02
Sure doesn't feel like a Friday... but knowing
I'm seeing my Princess again tomorrow means I don't particularly care!
[feeling
fabulous]
28/12/2013 @00:40
Late invite to go out up town on the piss... but
then it is Christmas, it'd be rude not too!
[feeling rude]
28/12/2013 @08:39
"Master, hit the switch... IGOR HE'S ALIIIIVE!!"
28/12/2013 @08:58
On a proper old school hip hop tip this morning!
Boo-yaaa! One man raving round my house getting ready to go fetch my lil'
munchkin pumpkin pie!!!
28/12/2013 @09:17
Beautiful winters morning with beautiful winters weather.../
On the
way to fetch my beautiful girl so it gets beautifully better!
Very
happy Daddy!!
[feeling untouchable]
28/12/2013 @18:08
The highlights of today so far include seeing
Ilysha walk the full length of my living room and back totally unassisted
without falling once; watching her climb up onto my sofa by herself for the
first ever time; and witnessing her happily playing with all her new presents
whilst bantering to herself excitedly! I'm so lucky to be the Daddy of such a
beautiful little bundle of perfection! Love you my Ilypie! :') ♡
28/12/2013 @23:14
Slam your head in a door.
[with Terry Scott
and Stace Lewis]
29/12/2013 @12:34
Looking forward to spending some quality
Christmas time with my handsome lil' Sonshine without all the madness and
stress of rushing about chaotically!! ♡
[feeling wonderful]
29/12/2013 @18:47
Another lovely day with my lil' Prince Charchar
:') - think I'm going head over to the Moorland for a few beers now with my
mukka JB since it's his birthday... no excuses necessary.
29/12/2013 @20:43
[with Sophie Hand at Moorland Inn]
30/12/2013 @00:33
That cute moment when someone backdoor boogies
on their own birthday celebration... love you Bas, but cheers for ditching me
down Burslem with someone I met tonight for the first time!
30/12/2013 @16:36
YouTube interrupting videos midway through to
play adverts is some straight up bullshit.
30/12/2013 @18:58
So tomorrow brings a close to 2013, and I
anticipate most people will be out getting thoroughly shitfaced since it's a
pretty solid excuse for a cheeky beverage or thirty. This year however I have
opted to not partake, they say "start as you mean to go on" and I don't intend
starting 2014 with a hangover, an empty wallet and likely regretted decisions.
Instead I'm hoping to start the new year feeling fresh and positive. Call it
maturity or call it being a loser - I don't have the acting ability to pretend
that I care about your opinion and make it convincing. I intend on making 2014
a brilliant year - I'm feeling ambitious and focused lately, and my life is
finally seeming back in my control. I intend to make the most of it.
[feeling
determined]
31/12/2013 @09:21
Little 4hr baby shift, then no work until
Friday. Let's get this over with...
31/12/2013 @16:22
It's crazy just 12 months ago this was hazy, felt like giving up on my life like I'm lazy.../ Dark dreams daily, nightmares that dismayed me, stressed and depressed at my ex treating me shady.../ Denied access to my baby, like I'm barred from the venue.../ I ate myself alive like I was part of the menu.../ Ben knew, he'd Acquire every thing he's meant too.../ Divine retribution so you cunts can call me Tenchu!
31/12/2013 @16:53
We're more alike than I like, cause every time we fight.../
I see the
firelight ignite inside your eyes./
We both deny it, but it's nice -
it's no surprise./
Our daughter is our life, and we'll share that until
we die./
I wonder why, this divide is inspired by our tries to
empathise.../
We collide yet provide all she desires, she's the
tie.../
Our bond, why we'll try to get along.../
Why we'll right
each others wrongs, and leave the past where it belongs.
♡
31/12/2013 @17:26
I'm moving onto better things profoundly.../
I realised that I'm the
one defining all these boundaries!
[http://www.reverbnation.com/anothab/song/19117168-resilient]
31/12/2013 @17:38
2014 will be a solid continuation of 2013.
31/12/2013 @18:06
2013 has been a lot easier compared to 2012, it
hasn't been all smooth sailing, but it's definitely been calmer waters to
navigate. Big events this year focus mainly on my daughter; I didn't get to
see my little girl whatsoever for the first 4 and a half months of 2013 whilst
I still was battling through Court with my ex. In May, I was awarded
supervised contact centre access which was a massive victory back at the time,
and then in August I finally won my Court case and finally got to have my
little Princess unsupervised and back home with me with my family finally
getting to meet her for the first time. After winning Court, I applied to have
my name added to Ilysha's birth certificate since my ex had omitted it
originally; this was finally concluded at the start of December, at which
point I had achieved what I vowed to do at the outset. In 2013, I got to see
my daughters first teeth, first steps, hear her first words, and see her grow
crazy fast in a short period of time. I am really looking forward to
witnessing her develop even further in 2014! The winning of Court closed a
very difficult chapter of my life, something that I am happy to leave to the
memories of 2013. I took advantage of this year to finalise getting all
aspects of my personal life in check and under control - I completely avoided
drugs and relationships for the entirety and have seen the positive effect
it's had on my outlook, perspective and positivity. I think 2014 is the year
for me to really start focusing on a career and future, setting some long term
goals and working towards bettering myself further. I sincerely hope all of
you wake up to the world around you this year, I see some of you stuck in
routines that don't benefit you at all, or settling for less than you deserve
in relationships, or treading water in jobs far below what you are capable of
achieving. I really hope you see there is much more to life than you're
currently experiencing, and shrug off the complacency you've adopted. There is
only one thing stopping you succeeding in 2014, and that is the same thing
that holds you back any other time; yourself. So smash that glass ceiling,
push those boundaries, crush those obstacles, and stop letting self imposed
dramas dictate your life. If you only do one thing in 2014, I hope that one
thing is being happy. I love you, and I want nothing but the best for you. I
hope this New Year is our best one yet xo
31/12/2013 @20:34
I've completely knocked all my plans for tonight
on the head, and am honestly and happily going to spend it at home alone like
I'm Kevin. Hope you all enjoy yourselves tonight, I'll enjoy laughing at most
of your statuses tomorrow when you're rotting and regretting tonight's antics.
Have fun, and stay safe. Happy New Year you filthy animals x
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