Tuesday, 28 February 2012

Monthly Musings: February 2012

An overview of opinions and observations for the month.

03/02/2012 @00:08
"Put it all to rest, lay my past behind me.../ If it comes to haunt, be impossible to find me.../ It's my life see, rightly I'm making a stand.../ No more burying my head, amidst the grains of sand.../ Falling through hourglasses, another hour passes by.../ The rainfall subsides, as I look up to the sky.../ Tears I've cried have dried, I accept you've passed by.../ Another day, another life; the lifecycle answers why.../ You had to leave, I see, so that you could be free.../ Tore me apart in my heart but, it was meant to be.../ Destiny... it works in mysterious ways.../ Fated forever to live under skies of dark grey.../ Shades that never clear, no more comfort in the beer.../ And drugs no longer numb or help the pain to disappear.../ So you sought an escape, in a heartbreaking way.../ But I'm confident your at peace now, everyday." ♥

06/02/2012 @00:18


08/02/2012 @10:09
"Music is my escape, insight into my mind state.../ Primal instict like a primate, get my focus in the right place.../ Life is a fight lately, maybe this sounds quite crazy.../ Lyrics are the life support, IV to make wrongs right daily."

08/02/2012 @21:29
Here only for the best of you... ;)

09/02/2012 @08:09
Music is my escape, insight into my mind state.../
Primal instinct like a primate, get my focus in the right place.../
Life is a fight lately, maybe this sounds quite crazy.../
Lyrics are the life support, IV to make wrongs right daily.

12/02/2012 @12:19
"I'm no rough guy, no Dominic Purcell nor Vin Diesel.../ Just an artist painting words, the beat's my canvas, you're my easel.../ I'm an idealist, not a realist; trying to ignore the realness.../ Live on hope, subdue the ugly truth until I don't feel it." ♥

13/02/2012 @20:58
"The following is a work of fiction.
Any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely coincidental.
Especially you Jenny Beckman.
Bitch."


13/02/2012 @23:26
"But you continue to text message me.../
Right after you tell me we should both move separately..."

14/02/2012 @10:05
"I never count sheep; I count my blessings."

14/02/2012 @23:46
"Problematic... I'm so problematic.../
That I'm probably a problem addict."

14/02/2012 @23:59
"I became an asshole; did things wrong, made mistakes.../ Had to do those things to learn the lessons; no pun saying my wrist aches.../ From the times that I've buried all my problems in literature.../ Poems, rhymes, all the time; all of this I gave to ya.../ Laid my life on a platter, placed my wrist on my heart.../ Tossed my hopes to the storms, saw it all ripped apart.../ Should've known from the start, took the hard road to learn.../ That when you play with fire all the time; something's gonna burn.../ But I wouldn't change a thing, even if I regret things I've done.../ Because it's made me who I am, and I'm proud of who I've become.../ Far from perfect, hurt from the past that shows on the surface.../ Dirt becomes mud when you try to wash it away; in the end, everything was worth it."

15/02/2012 @00:54
Photo's from my past tell my journey like a book.../ But some of them hurt me, until I cannot bare to look. #fresh_wounds

15/02/2012 @12:47
"Why is everything I love the most, so wrong for me?/
And everything I'm holding close, is so far away from me?/
They don't want me to lie but they don't wanna hear the truth.../
It never made sense to me?/
Why everything I love the most, is so wrong for me..."


15/02/2012 @13:40
I was raised in Stoke where life is less than fair.../ Where you're taught to toughen up if u wanna get somewhere.../ Learn the hard way, the gutter shapes us types to be cold.../ Make every mistake in turn, to learn before we get old.

15/02/2012 @17:30
My mates laughed at me when I told them that I'd spent Valentines cuddled up with a beautiful girl on my sofa watchin a dvd after she'd cooked me a lovely meal, they said she was a figment of my imagination. The joke is on them though; she's real, it's them who aren't.

15/02/2012 @23:26
And on reflection, yup, it still makes no sense.

16/02/2012 @00:31


16/02/2012 @10:16
Unexpected company... ♥

18/02/2012 @22:23
"Been through the rough... I'm on my way back from hell.../ Experienced the worst... stories my scars will tell.../ I'm tired of the negative... I'm done pretending.../ Now I'm focusing my thoughts on a happy ending."

19/02/2012 @01:31
"Took every ounce of my trust and smashed it all to dust.../ Now when I look in the mirror, I look back in disgust.../ I fucking hate what you've done to me; all I've been through.../ I hate that you get to be happy whilst I struggle to continue.../ I fucking hate you."

22/02/2012 @10:24
"It's been a long time coming, had changes to make.../ Can be a long hard road trying to fix the mistake.../ When the world serves curveballs, skies turn black.../ And it seems sometimes that there's no way back."

24/02/2012 @18:33
We the weekend living, unforgetting, unforgiving.../ Spliff smoking, coke sniffing, pill dropping, beer swigging.../ Overworked, underpaid, 9-5 work slave.../ Shit, shower, shave... 5-9 sin, misbehave... #welcome2Stoke

25/02/2012 @21:00
Dispel the myths of the Bard, shatter facades wide apart.../ Romeo is just a character... yet we mimic the part?/ A role in a fairytale... an unrealistic fantasy.../ Romance isn't dead, it's just never given a chance, you see!/ Accused of smothering, what's flourishing; tension unencouraging.../ When I try to be affectionate, rejection is what does me in!

25/02/2012 @21:52
Never imagined that we would ever give up love.../ In my worst nightmares you turn your back on us.../ Then dimesions merged my reality and dreams.../ And our relationship was the fatality it seems.

26/02/2012 @22:25
Anotha B: Full Discography
(2005) Ackapellaz
(2006) Nothing Major
(2007) Fallen
(2009) Flipped
(2010) Never Serious
(2011) Lyricidal
(2012) Different
All are being recorded in high quality... watch this space.
Much love
- B -

27/02/2012 @11:37
"If you want space I'll give it, want solitude I'll let you live it..../ Just don't leave me in the dark, my heart would never forgive it."

27/02/2012 @23:07
"Hold up and listen, I thank God for what he's given.../ Placed you in my world; and girl it's now my mission.../ To keep you safe, protected, adored and respected.../ Been blessed with an angel and she'll never be neglected." ♥

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