An overview of opinions and observations for the month.
04/03/2012 @17:25
"Pass me a blade to carve my chest wide apart.../ It's time to depart, all of the hurt in my heart.../ Should've known from the start; it's not you that I blame.../ Remove the source of pain prevents it happening again.../ Pass me some scissors and a marker pen.../ I'll erase you from my memories and photos again.../ Once more it's just 'Ben', and there's no more 'us'.../ No matter how much it hurts because I wish there was." ♥
"Pass me a blade to carve my chest wide apart.../ It's time to depart, all of the hurt in my heart.../ Should've known from the start; it's not you that I blame.../ Remove the source of pain prevents it happening again.../ Pass me some scissors and a marker pen.../ I'll erase you from my memories and photos again.../ Once more it's just 'Ben', and there's no more 'us'.../ No matter how much it hurts because I wish there was." ♥
04/03/2012 @18:30
"I'm going berserk... because I'm crazy in love.../ And my souls aches daily due to things that she does.../ So I'm leaving the 'us'... and I'm trying to forget.../ There's no 'you' in my present, I'm the only one left."
"I'm going berserk... because I'm crazy in love.../ And my souls aches daily due to things that she does.../ So I'm leaving the 'us'... and I'm trying to forget.../ There's no 'you' in my present, I'm the only one left."
10/03/2012 @16:59
"You want the good life, the fairytale, the spark every day.../ But won't bring the flint for fire, to help light the way.../ I'll leave it lay, and let you stray, against my wishes.../ Just remember there's danger in the sea with other fishes."
"You want the good life, the fairytale, the spark every day.../ But won't bring the flint for fire, to help light the way.../ I'll leave it lay, and let you stray, against my wishes.../ Just remember there's danger in the sea with other fishes."
10/03/2012 @19:06
"Don't count me out, unless you're starting from infinity."
"Don't count me out, unless you're starting from infinity."
11/03/2012 @19:43
"My shattered pride for mistakes, I've locked in this box.../ Does it shows in my eyes when the laughter stops?/ Will these ghosts haunt me daily, an eternal reminder?/ That life has been hard, and time could've been kinder?"
"My shattered pride for mistakes, I've locked in this box.../ Does it shows in my eyes when the laughter stops?/ Will these ghosts haunt me daily, an eternal reminder?/ That life has been hard, and time could've been kinder?"
11/03/2012 @21:03
Productivity is fucking insane at the moment... creating tracks daily... could make an album a week at this rate?!
Productivity is fucking insane at the moment... creating tracks daily... could make an album a week at this rate?!
14/03/2012 @23:02
"Too many bridges... I torched in ignorant stupidity.../ But now the old Ben's back and there's no getting rid of me!/ All those who've forgiven me, I love you with my soul.../ And I'll never forget how you helped me out the hold.../ That I'd let take control; owe you more than you know!/ Now I'm never letting go! Sit back, enjoy the show!" ♥
"Too many bridges... I torched in ignorant stupidity.../ But now the old Ben's back and there's no getting rid of me!/ All those who've forgiven me, I love you with my soul.../ And I'll never forget how you helped me out the hold.../ That I'd let take control; owe you more than you know!/ Now I'm never letting go! Sit back, enjoy the show!" ♥
16/03/2012 @00:28
"My eyes were bloodshot and emerald green.../ You could tell from my face I'd been crying.../ Deep down in my heart, I knew from the start.../ I'm far from perfect... but trying.../ My biggest task is wearing this mask.../ And convincing the world I'm surviving.../ When the stress increases, and I'm falling to pieces.../ Your love is what keeps me fighting.../ You give me the hope when my backs to the ropes.../ The strength to keep us together.../ If I'm not here tomorrow, I need you to know.../ My love for you is forever." AnothaB ♥
"My eyes were bloodshot and emerald green.../ You could tell from my face I'd been crying.../ Deep down in my heart, I knew from the start.../ I'm far from perfect... but trying.../ My biggest task is wearing this mask.../ And convincing the world I'm surviving.../ When the stress increases, and I'm falling to pieces.../ Your love is what keeps me fighting.../ You give me the hope when my backs to the ropes.../ The strength to keep us together.../ If I'm not here tomorrow, I need you to know.../ My love for you is forever." AnothaB ♥
16/03/2012 @23:10
"But that's the path you've picked, gotta let you walk it.../ There's a lesson to learn, seems nobody ever taught it." ♥
"But that's the path you've picked, gotta let you walk it.../ There's a lesson to learn, seems nobody ever taught it." ♥
18/03/2012 @17:09
"As much as you judge me... you can't budge me.../ I'm staying in your face til you realise you love me." ♥
"As much as you judge me... you can't budge me.../ I'm staying in your face til you realise you love me." ♥
21/03/2012 @23:51
"Find courage, get braver; let the heartache go.../ And hope behind your broken smile, all the past don't show..."
"Find courage, get braver; let the heartache go.../ And hope behind your broken smile, all the past don't show..."
22/03/2012 @21:40
"Sick of how I've been treated, allowed it too long.../ Now I'm righting the wrongs, not just writing a song.../ Bitter taste on your tongues; watching me leave.../ Well fuck your company... you brought me to my knees.../ Had me ready to implode, and left me too bleed.../ No respect or empathy... so fuck your sympathy.../ Got motivation back in me; back on track rapidly.../ And put my foot down, so don't bother asking me.../ Took me for a prick... treated me like shit.../ Now with my instincts I stick; hope the 13th comes quick!!"
"Sick of how I've been treated, allowed it too long.../ Now I'm righting the wrongs, not just writing a song.../ Bitter taste on your tongues; watching me leave.../ Well fuck your company... you brought me to my knees.../ Had me ready to implode, and left me too bleed.../ No respect or empathy... so fuck your sympathy.../ Got motivation back in me; back on track rapidly.../ And put my foot down, so don't bother asking me.../ Took me for a prick... treated me like shit.../ Now with my instincts I stick; hope the 13th comes quick!!"
23/03/2012 @23:40
"I look back with mixed emotions at my failure and success.../ Hard to accept that my life almost ended up a mess.../ Made magic with these talents I was gifted at birth.../ Look at the pictures of my past to see me at my worst.../ Cause I've climbed out the pit, and believe I'm still rising.../ Witness the path of my pen, in the autobiography I'm writing.../ It's mesmerizing..." ♥
"I look back with mixed emotions at my failure and success.../ Hard to accept that my life almost ended up a mess.../ Made magic with these talents I was gifted at birth.../ Look at the pictures of my past to see me at my worst.../ Cause I've climbed out the pit, and believe I'm still rising.../ Witness the path of my pen, in the autobiography I'm writing.../ It's mesmerizing..." ♥
25/03/2012 @23:43
"Closed a chapter... now I found what I was after.../ A girl in my world that gives a reason for my laughter.../ A new start from the disaster, her heart I need to master.../ Stumbled a little first, then for her I fell much faster.../ My heart her hands did capture... she stole by breath as well.../ Would the risk be worth it? Only one way I could tell.../ Took the plunge, closed my eyes and threw myself to the abyss.../ Brought back to life by her lips the very first time we kissed.../ When apart now she's missed, for her magic I can't resist.../ When it comes to perfection, she's the top of my list." ♥
"Closed a chapter... now I found what I was after.../ A girl in my world that gives a reason for my laughter.../ A new start from the disaster, her heart I need to master.../ Stumbled a little first, then for her I fell much faster.../ My heart her hands did capture... she stole by breath as well.../ Would the risk be worth it? Only one way I could tell.../ Took the plunge, closed my eyes and threw myself to the abyss.../ Brought back to life by her lips the very first time we kissed.../ When apart now she's missed, for her magic I can't resist.../ When it comes to perfection, she's the top of my list." ♥
29/03/2012 @20:42
"Pause there dreamer, the grass ain't always greener.../ Don't find out too late with that fence inbetween yer."
"Pause there dreamer, the grass ain't always greener.../ Don't find out too late with that fence inbetween yer."
29/03/2012 @22:23
"It's clearly you... I can pretend otherwise when alone.../ My fingers find your messages whenever I touch my phone.../ And your pictures; it hurts there's none of us recently.../ I guess my ability to treat you decently passed all to fleetingly.../ Now I walk in the shadows, leave you living peacefully.../ But forever in your heart, you're carrying a piece of me..." ♥
"It's clearly you... I can pretend otherwise when alone.../ My fingers find your messages whenever I touch my phone.../ And your pictures; it hurts there's none of us recently.../ I guess my ability to treat you decently passed all to fleetingly.../ Now I walk in the shadows, leave you living peacefully.../ But forever in your heart, you're carrying a piece of me..." ♥
31/03/2012 @19:55
"Dispel the myths of the Bard, shatter facades wide apart.../ Romeo is just a character, yet we mimic the part.../ A role in a fairytale... an un-realistic fantasy.../ Romance isn't dead, it's just never given a chance, you see.../ Accused of smothering, what's flourishing; tension unencouraging.../ When I try to be affectionate, rejection is what does me in!" ♥
"Dispel the myths of the Bard, shatter facades wide apart.../ Romeo is just a character, yet we mimic the part.../ A role in a fairytale... an un-realistic fantasy.../ Romance isn't dead, it's just never given a chance, you see.../ Accused of smothering, what's flourishing; tension unencouraging.../ When I try to be affectionate, rejection is what does me in!" ♥
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