An overview of opinions and observations for the month.
01/03/2015 @20:26
[watching Transformers: Age of Extinction]
01/03/2015 @22:11
[watching X-Men: Days of Future Past]
02/03/2015 @08:53
Ever feel like there should be more to life than this? This routine, this job, this pattern of monotony; autopilot, unfulfilling, conventional and orthodox box ticking. This cycle that leaves you hollow at night when the world is silent, a sense of incompleteness that serves as a daily acknowledgement of the insignificance of our existence. Perhaps it's just me?
02/03/2015 @18:51
The thug life chose me.
02/03/2015 @20:09
[watching The Walking Dead]
03/03/2015 @00:09
The naïvety of the many will never cease to amaze.
[https://plus.google.com/106307985661395443248/posts/7UkQciK1H8n]
03/03/2015 @00:51
👌
[http://mashable.com/2015/03/02/oitnb-wet-hot-american-summer-premiere-dates/]
03/03/2015 @19:49
[watching Better Call Saul]
03/03/2015 @21:28
♥
"If you're in love, then you are the lucky one.
Cause most of us are bitter over someone.
Setting fire to our insides for fun.
To distract our hearts from ever missing them."
♥
"Basically, I wish that you loved me;
I wish that you needed me.
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars,
actually I meant three."
♥
"I'm impressed."
"Well, I'm in love."
♥
"You can hold her hand, and show her how you cry.
Explain to her your weakness so she understands,
and then roll over and die."
♥
Every single time I hear this song, with tears streaming down my cheeks, it's 11/05/13 once more and I am back home after seeing Ilysha for the first time in 6 months, an emotional wreck, overwhelmed and missing her ♥
"Sometimes I may not see you for a week;
don't think of this as a burden, just a grander hide and seek.
And when you find me I'll be happy to be out.
Your words are one thing I can't believe that I've ever lived without.
You are the last of the ladies; you are the one who can save me."
♥
"Dear God, the only thing I ask of you,
is to hold her when I'm not around when I'm much too far away."
♥
"My girl's in the next room,
sometimes I wish she was you.
I guess we never really moved on..."
♥
Love you T ♥
Shits & gigs again... #TwistedInsane #Quit @110% speed...
[with Josef Peach]
Glad this little bastard is back on again!
[watching Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.]
I am blessed to have such amazing people to call my friends, and to create and share such awesome memories with. You've made it all worthwhile, these last 27yrs of bittersweet experiences. Thank you x
Love has no labels (Y) ♥
Can it be summer now??
Dat spear tho! hahaha!
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S4 Finale!
[watching Suits]
Girl got crazy flow.
Origins of ISIS. Syria is entrenched in Civil War between President Bashar al-Assad's 'Shabiha' (Syrian militia/army), and the rebel forces of Al-Qaeda and the Free Syrian Army. In case you aren't aware, Bashar al-Assad is the bad guy and we want him overthrown. In 2013 a General for the Free Syrian Army spoke out publicly stating that if international forces did not assist with weapons, then the rebels attempting to overthrow the President would fail within a month. The USA, Saudi Arabia, Jordan, Turkey and Israel began funding and organising for weapons to end up in the hands of the Free Syrian Army, and also providing combat training for the rebel forces. The Free Syrian Army then gave and sold CIA funded weaponry including anti-tank guns and ammunition to ISIS, and also sent special forces combat trained rebels to join their cause. ISIS crossed back into Iraq and began seizing much of the North of the country, along with large amounts of US military equipment (humvees, tanks, weaponry) that had been left behind from the previous US occupation. As a result, ISIS grew in numbers, power, and wealth, and became a huge terrorist threat. Indirectly, the USA trained and equipped them. Perhaps it's time to stop getting involved eh, America?
After falling asleep curled up on Daddy's chest again, my little Princess is flat out in bed... going get the house in shape, watch Banshee then head off bed myself ♥
[feeling blissful]
I don't understand why Ilysha never needs a nap on a Saturday, yet always does on a Sunday, even in spite of the fact she slept from about half 7 last night right through until 7am. She has been a bit clumsy this morning and keeps falling over, plus very mardy. Halfway through her dinner she just started crying saying "na-nights" - so I've ended up letting her go bed and she was flat out pretty much instantly. She didn't even finish her dinner.
Take me right back to College days...
[with Chris Cope]
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxnT5-nIzEg]
Shits & gigs I spat a few of my own bars over a Skrillex track...
No billing it slow, I'm killing the flow,
Straight lyrical miracle, iller than hoes,
Money in your pocket, transferred from my wallet,
I should stop it but my heart is in your locket,
You won't drop it, or say why you're going,
Encrypted body language, no way of knowing,
Got something to tell me, yet hell we,
communicate less, bats in the belfry,
You drive me crazy, vision goes hazy,
Fitting at the wheel, gripping on for my safety,
Foam at the mouth, choking on my health,
Pilfer my wealth... I provoke this myself.
I'm charmed by your spell, expecto patronum,
Intoxicating smell, yet left on my lonesome.
So when you coming home hun?
This bed's too big, and I'm sick of missing home runs!
Work in progress track titled "You Are" about my daughter Ilysha...
Once upon a time you were fragile and tiny,
now you define me, inspire me,
design the very spark igniting,
to fight through the strife that confines me,
your life electrifies me,
send shivers through my spine and aligns these,
morals and decisions that refine me,
shapes the heart that's beating inside me,
completing my life and the sight that my eyes see,
is perfect with you beside me;
your hand grips mine tightly,
and if I pull away you'll fight me,
pull me closer and rightly so,
your my daughter, my world and quite likely
everything it might be.
I dream of you nightly, the time that we share is precisely
the pinnacle of all that I'm writing,
so I'm clutching to it tightly,
refusing to lose you or the light your providing,
I'm flying in the skies,
and I'm never coming down from this silver linings.
You'll never really know your worth,
The closest thing to Heaven on Earth.
You are. Ilysha you are.
When I don't know what I should do,
I close my eyes, and I dream of you.
You see me through the darkest nights,
Provide me with the strength to fight.
For you I regret each mistake I make.
With every single breath that you take.
Those simple things that most don't see,
Complete the biggest part of me.
Night draws in like curtains,
The hurting worsens.
Cause you're my favourite person.
Your absence is a burden,
I must carry.
Tears falls down like rainbows cried from clouds,
I miss you more than I'm allowed.
Even more than I'm supposed to.
These emotions that I go through.
Because I can't hold you close,
Like I wish that I could.
Like I know that I should.
You'll never really know your worth,
The closest thing to Heaven on Earth.
You are. Ilysha you are.
Night draws in like curtains;
the hurting worsens.../
'Cause you're my favourite person,
so your absence is a burden.
Another random verse I had lying around titled "Alpha & Omega"...
It's like she ain't happy unless I'm sad.
Getting mad that I'm tryna be a Dad.
My daughter is the best thing that I ever had.
So I pour another coffee and I make another fag.
Take another drag, watch another Breaking Bad.
Recover my strength before she takes another stab.
Trying to make me cry, make me die again inside.
But my daughter is my life, the hunger to survive.
In her eyes I am revived and blessed with love and pride.
Depression does subside, the stressing I despise.
That hibernates and hides, at best it gets disguised.
Behind my smile wide lying to the world outside.
My own. All the chances that I've blown.
Doing things I don't condone.
It's kinda crazy now in hindsight.
All it took was one baby girl to get my mind right.
Sometimes I question if Ilysha is really my biological child, because I still cannot comprehend how I could be involved in creating a child so beautifully perfect ♡
[http://www.sciencebasedmedicine.org/no-health-benefits-from-organic-food/]
Ain't bumped some POS in a while...
Season finale!
[watching The 100]
[playing Grand Theft Auto V]
Pi to 10 decimal places is actually 3.1415926535; therefore it would be 3.141592654. You're wrong. But that's none of my business.
play resleen
[playing Wrestling]
The collective ignorance of the population will be our downfall. You sheeple anger me. #NHS #Privatisation #IgnoranceIsNotBliss
I love the place I live but I hate the people in charge."
Casually socking bitches in the mouf
[playing Grand Theft Auto V]
Just one bombing random skets pretty much.
[playing Grand Theft Auto V]
[watching The Following]
Words fail me! (I've ensured it's suitable for what can be ahem... seen!!) x
[watching The Flash]
Wendy off 'SoA' is in 'AoS' haha!
[watching Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.]
"No time for mistakes I gotta choose my faith.../
Gotta swallow my pride but never lose the taste."
Mighty glad to have you back!!
[watching Arrow]
Story of my life lately!
[playing Grand Theft Auto V]
If you stare directly at the Sun during the Solar Eclipse and blink really quickly, it won't know you're looking at it, so you won't damage your sight.
Ily just came rushing through to the kitchen with her knickers round her ankles shouting "done one, done one" and pointing into the front room. As I walk in, the first thing I notice is her potty lid closed, and that she is pointing to the other side of the room... my heart pauses whilst I panic about where she's gone to the toilet... in her ball pit maybe? On the furniture perhaps? Nope... in her baby doll's toy potty! I was more impressed than anything else because she'd actually got 95% of her wee into this tiny toy potty!
[feeling amused]
As a testament to my rock and roll lifestyle that would make Charlie Sheen jealous, it's 21:20 on a Saturday night and I'm off to bed.
Well, I think that's a compliment?
[http://en.what-character-are-you.com/d/en/1729/index/10487.html]
What on Earth is going on with my child's potty etiquette!? She's finished her main meal so I go into the kitchen to fetch her some jelly & ice cream, come back into the front room and she's had a wee on her potty and is wiping her Mary with her damn bib! 10/10 for initiative Ily, but what even!?
I used to misguidedly believe that when you quit smoking, you should "treat" yourself occasionally as a reward. Now I realise that I unconsciously treat myself every day that I don't smoke; amongst other things, I treat myself to not wasting money, not depending on a chemical addiction to nicotine, an improved sense of smell, a stronger sense of taste, and a better chance at seeing my children grow up and have their own families. A better quality of life is my "reward", and it's the only one I require.
[feeling super]
Speed rapping for shits & gigs... #MacLethal #AlphabetInsanity *note* at 01:29 you can hear my neighbour knocking on my front door, and at 01:30 you can hear me ignoring her...
This week, featuring Lagertha from Vikings!
[watching Person of Interest]
Got my little Princess all Easter weekend, from 9am Good Friday until 6pm Easter Sunday (Y)
Bit more of Lagertha please ;)
[watching Vikings]
Too much nostalgia!
[with Terry Scott & Matthew Morris]
[http://tinyurl.com/Akala-KIPv2]
My Ilypie is mesmerised by this film, she's proper engrossed hehe
Loves singing and dancing x
Anyone up to much tonight, or am I staying in on my one's with GTA 5 and a few tinnies?
Can almost nail this now (Y) - Mac Lethal: Alphabet Insanity
[with Shauno, Becki, JB]
98% accuracy I reckon. Rap tekkerz
I'm applying calamine lotion on Charlie cause he's got chickenpox and he yells "stop it, you're harassing me!" 😂
Well, it's fairly obvious the clocks sprang forward last night... it looks like mid afternoon on a summers day outside! Clear blue skies and sunshine! Madness!
You don't even understand how hard I'm laughing at this, actual tears! - the guy on the sofa takes a casual table to the head, decides he's going try have a kip, then has two full grown men fall on top of his face! This video is too much!
Monday mornings would be intolerable without music and coffee.
Started at the bottom now we here!
Trying teach Charchar how to do a Rainbow Flick :) x
Char getting a little excitable whilst bataranging thugs on Arkham City haha x
Me and Ily doing some colouring together - I love this video for showing how well her vocabulary and speech are coming along, because it's so natural how she speaks on here :') x
Say no more x
I've spoken with people about this recently because it humours me... Ilysha often refers to herself in the third person "Shesha this" and "Shesha that" haha :P x
Brilliant example of Ilypie telling me off! I was purposely antagonising her, because as cruel as it sounds, she is hilarious when she get's wound up! But she never gets truly annoyed, my laughter is often contagious enough to make her laugh too :) x
Curled up in bed
[listening to the rain.]
Link me if you're a young professional.
[https://www.linkedin.com/profile/view?id=56408552]
Dear Today, fuck off. Sinceriously. Anybody fancy a swift bev?
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