An overview of opinions and observations for the month.
01/07/2012 @09:30
You don't know me, let's nip that in the bud.../
Let's get it understood that you probably never could.
[Anotha B - Can't Stop Now]
01/07/2012 @09:33
I can't stop now, bitches listen.../
Life is a cunt, I've been fisting.../
Tries to fuck me; I'm resisting.../
Fighting back this is my mission!/
Hold me back like I'm in prison.../
I destroy bars; lyricism.../
Last year killed me - pessimism.../
Resurrection; I have risen.
[Anotha B - Can't Stop Now]
01/07/2012 @11:50
No more regrets, for a past I can't forget.../
I embrace it, face it; proud of every step.
[Anotha B - My Mistakes Made Me]
01/07/2012 @12:16
I'm not claiming to be perfect, cause trust me, I'm not.../
But I've been through a lot, so I'm proud of where I've got.
01/07/2012 @12:39
It's all about this song to get you smiling! (And whistling haha) <3 [Flo Rida - Whistle]
01/07/2012 @17:39
"I ain't the only one that walked away.../
Look around, everybody gone today.../
You all alone with your empty chest.../
So bury the bones with any regrets."
<3 [Atmosphere - The Loser Wins]
01/07/2012 @18:30
Off our tits in the Mill <3
01/07/2012 @19:06
Suitable footy fodder!
01/07/2012 @19:28
Off down Whitehorse Inn with Terry Scott... FORZA ITALIA! <3
01/07/2012 @22:48
Cass and a 16' pizza... for when narcotic generosity isn't what you want anymore.
02/07/2012 @00:01
You know at night when you walk round your house in the dark,and you turn a light on and look behind you to reassure yourself there's nobody there? Just imagine if one time there was someone stood looking back at you... sweet dreams world... :)
02/07/2012 @12:30
Yes Kriss Hamnett, haha! WHAT?! Friday...
02/07/2012 @13:33
#always
02/07/2012 @21:21
"Yeh, maybe since 9/11 when everybody got so sensitive. Thanks alot Bin Laden."
03/07/2012 @12:29
If you didn't hear it with your own ears, or see it with your own eyes, then don't invent it with your small mind and share it with your fucking big mouth.
03/07/2012 @12:42
"I'm not perfect, I know that but where's the purpose.../ In treating me like I'm worthless? What did I ever do to deserve this?!"
03/07/2012 @23:42
"I do know one thing though.../
Bitches they come, they go."
04/07/2012 @08:37
"And come morning, I am disappeared.../
Just an imprint on the bed sheet."
05/07/2012 @19:25
#no_words_necessary
05/07/2012 @19:56
#setting_records_straight
05/07/2012 @20:06
#hypocrisy
05/07/2012 @20:08
http://babyandbump.momtastic.com/trying-conceive-1/844932-ttc-1-plan-action.html
05/07/2012 @20:10
For all those who have been lied to, and convinced that my daughter Ilysha wasn't planned etc, here it is, in black and white, written by the Mother herself. [TTC #1 Plan of Action - BabyandBump: Our story ... We're goin' from provokin' to officially TTC ... December 2011 we were accidentally unprotected (thanks to lack of my maths skills when tryin' to figure out when I was next due my...]
05/07/2012 @20:26
<3 [Anotha B - Ily]
06/07/2012 @12:20
As crazy as it sounds, my Facebook will be deleted permanently over the weekend at some point x
06/07/2012 @12:01
Save my number if you want it, recluse mode imminent.
06/07/2012 @18:05
This weekend will be spent sat at my PC; time to get it all sorted out I think.
06/07/2012 @23:38
How Much?!!
07/07/2012 @00:00
Good God, I never realised how many beautiful people I know until right about now... looking through old pictures <3
07/07/2012 @00:32
I see old pictures where I look so happy and carefree... and I realise just how much I miss the past and the people I spent all my time with... :( <3
07/07/2012 @01:10
"But that's precious little comfort, against the knowledge of the person I've become."
07/07/2012 @01:33
At some point over the weekend, my Facebook will be gone; if you wish to stay in contact and don't have my number it's redacted. Make sure you save it, there won't be a second chance. *but if you're a bellend then don't bother saving my number*
07/07/2012 @10:28
I quit the weed, quit the coke, cut back the cigs and beer.../
You can try to quit me, but I will still be here.../
Through the bitter tasting tears, swear I'll rebuild my heart.../
My world can fray at the seams, but I'll never ever let it fall apart.
J07/07/2012 @11:26
Nobody's perfect; don't distress.../
Everyone has more baggage than they care to confess.
[Anotha B - One And The Same]
07/07/2012 @11:41
Seemingly a fan favourite of mine... more plays, and downloads than any of my other tracks... ironic considering the subject matter haha <3 [Anotha B - Pillowtalk]
07/07/2012 @15:12
OMFG leisure diving is the best trend I've seen in ages! haha!
07/07/2012 @22:29
Not felt myself at all today... so physically drained... woke up at half 10ish... fell asleep on the sofa at about 3ish for bout 6hrs, and now I going back bed... #uncharacteristic
08/07/2012 @11:20
It's been emotional; look after yourself Facebook.
08/07/2012 @12:24
"And still, you would try to mess with me.../
You really wanna push it, with my suicidal tendencies?/
If I died, would you cry? Why are you and I enemies?!/
I press my palms into my eyes and picture you beside me endlessly!"
<3 [Hollohan - My Lost Love & Addiction]
08/07/2012 @12:34
As time changes, so do people; just make sure you change for the better, not the worse... <3
08/07/2012 @12:37
Try Allen Carrs Easy way book to quit smoking. I quit using that for 6 months then went back to smoking.
09/07/2012
And now, it is all falling into place. Cigarettes, extinguished. Permanently.
09/07/2012
"When one looks at our drug laws — indeed, at our vice laws altogether — the only organizing principle that appears to make sense of them is that anything which might radically eclipse prayer or procreative sexuality as a source of pleasure has been outlawed. In particular, any drug (LSD, mescaline, psilocybin, DMT, MDMA, marijuana, etc.) to which spiritual or religious significance has been ascribed by its users has been prohibited. Concerns about the health of our citizens, or about their productivity, are red herrings in this debate, as the legality of alcohol and cigarettes attests."
10/07/2012
You are not a doormat, and neither am I. Sometimes, you have to put your foot down, and stop allowing yourself to be walked all over like you deserve it. You don’t deserve it.
10/07/2012
Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me… Lie, the damage that words can wreak is unimaginable if chosen wisely.
10/07/2012
3 Steps To Happiness.
1. Turn off your feelings.
2. Erase your memories.
3. Stop giving a shit.
10/07/2012
Nicotine: "C'mon just one, it’ll ease the stress…"
Me: "Fuck you nicotine."
11/07/2012
"I'm crazy and too emotional. I'm a mess. I'm unhealthy. I'll ruin you. I'll bring you down with me, you're so beautiful and I'm falling apart. Out of control. Lost. This is not what you want, no one could love this. I'm a train wreck. I'm cynical. I can never be loved. I'm horrible, horrible, horrible."
11/07/2012
"Everything you've called me I've called myself a million times."
11/07/2012
"I'm not even upset, hurt or angry anymore. I'm just tired. I'm tired of putting in more effort than I receive. I'm tired of holding on for nothing. I'm tired of believing all your lies. I'm tired of you proving me wrong every time. I'm tired of getting my hopes up and being disappointed again."
11/07/2012
"I am made of flaws."
11/07/2012
"I want to be myself. but I don't know who that is anymore."
11/07/2012
"I'm afraid of what I'm doing to myself, but I can't seem to stop"
11/07/2012
And how could I ever expect anyone to love me? When I hate myself this much?
11/07/2012
"I always fuck up. I am always hurting everyone around me. I'm so sorry."
11/07/2012
"You will forget about me. But it's okay, I'm used to it."
11/07/2012
"I still blame myself for your death."
11/07/2012
"I'll never make anyone proud."
11/07/2012
"People have made me afraid to fall in love."
11/07/2012
Don’t let the world change you. You change the world.
13/07/2012
I hurried to the shop like an addict to a drop.
Shrugged off the cost like the price mattered not.
Tore the cellophane off, and peeled back the top.
Removed the foil impatiently, too weak to stop…
Felt ashamed of myself, yet ignorance denied it.
Voluntarily blinded, aware that I could hide it.
Clipper in my hand, prepared for me to light it.
Surrendered to addiction; no intent to fight it…
Held it briefly before me like a treasured gift.
Marveled in it’s beauty and placed it to my lips.
The flame flickered provoking daring me to trip.
Succumbing to the slip, I accepted this was it…
Flames danced across the tip, powerless to stop.
I drew breath like before; sedation never forgot.
Caught up in the moment, embracing Satan’s plot.
The nicotine comforted… my disgust brushed off.
16/07/2012
The right thing to do, and the hardest thing to do are usually the same thing.
16/07/2012
"this is how life works. you spend forever acting like you don't care that you're alone and then someone comes along and fills the little void you've been neglecting for so long. things are great. you think 'wow, I'm happy for once' and as soon as you get used to having them around, they leave. you're alone again. even more so than before. you tell yourself that you'll never meet someone that's going to take their place. but you will, and you do. and the process repeats itself. over. and over. and over."
16/07/2012
"They tell you to be yourself & then they judge you."
16/07/2012
"Stay faithful, or stay single."
16/07/2012
"When you're happy you enjoy the music. But when you're sad, you understand the lyrics."
16/07/2012
Sometimes when I scream, the only response is an echo of loneliness.
16/07/2012
"That awkward moment when you think you're important to someone, and you're not."
17/07/2012
"I don't love me, and that's how I understand why you don't either."
17/07/2012
At least with the acceptance that you’ve gone, comes the reassurance I no longer need to fear losing you. Bittersweet irony.
17/07/2012
"It's not fair that I'm thinking of you and you probably haven't even thought of me at all."
17/07/2012
"I tried so hard to be what you needed."
18/07/2012
As you get older, you no longer worry what people think of you, instead you care more that people know what you think of them.
18/07/2012
"Those who are heartless, once cared too much."
19/07/2012
"Everyone you trust, everyone you think you can count on, will eventually disappoint you. When left to their own devices, people lie and keep secrets and change and disappear..."
19/07/2012
There is only one person that I wish could love me. Myself.
19/07/2012
If only doing it, was as simple as wishing it, writing it, and thinking it.
20/07/2012
I am 24yrs old. I have had two separate 4yr relationships. I have only been truly in love once. I have been engaged once, but not to the girl I loved. I have slept with only 15 different girls, and I know all of their full names. I have a child on the way after a 7 week relationship. I have never ended a relationship myself. I am single, but the last girl I slept with is the mother of my due child. You never saw that coming, did you? Don’t think you know me; we all wear masks.
21/07/2012
"I have so many thoughts inside me that I want to say but I'm not sure how to say them so I just keep them bottled inside but one day they're all going to spill out and I'm scared of how that's going to turn out..."
21/07/2012
"you knew damn well what you were doing. you knew damn well who you were breaking."
21/07/2012
"Something has always been not quite right with me. I've always had to watch other people live and be free while I was trapped in the shadows."
21/07/2012
Don't claim that you only ran, in hopes that I would chase you. When you had no intentions of ever letting me catch you anyway. Don't claim that you only built walls, in hopes that I would overcome them. When every time I get close to the top, you kick me back down once more. Don't claim that you push me away, in hopes that I will hold on tighter. When every time I tighten my grip, you push until I can hold no longer. Stop lying to me all the time. But more so, stop lying to yourself.
23/07/2012
Karma is just justice without all the satisfaction.
24/07/2012
"I really wish I could hurt you like you hurt me. Break your heart into a million pieces and watch you trying to put it back together. Just because that's exactly what you did to me. Just so you'd know how much it hurt. But I could never do that to you. Even if I tried. Because I'll always care about you, regardless of all the shit you put me through."
24/07/2012
"Did you forget everything I'll always remember?"
24/07/2012
"If I treated you the way you treat me, you would hate me."
25/07/2012
To handle yourself, use your head.
To handle others, use your heart.
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