I need help but I feel like nobody who can actually help is interested unless I pay them which I can't afford. I either have to struggle to hold it together whilst the world keeps crushing me or just call it a day and let what will be happen. It feels like I'm fighting a losing battle against inevitability.
I don't see any light at the end of the tunnel, it's just a never ending downward spiral that is slowly killing me. It begins to feel like the world would be a better place without me here, that I'm just not good enough to be of any worth to anybody any more.
I'm losing myself trying to keep a hold on reality that just doesn't offer anything worth fighting for if my daughter isn't in my life. I'm scared of how this will end if nothing changes. I'm feeling intense anger about everything and it's getting more and more difficult to repress.
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Thanks for explaining how you're feeling about the situation with your daughter and her mother. We are sorry that you are feeling like this.
You say that you are angry and losing yourself.
How overwhelming are these feelings?
Jo
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