An overview of opinions and observations for the month.
Okay, so admittedly I've spent a lot more time this year giving credit where it wasn't due, and engaging with the data being drip fed daily by the Government and media like an addict at the teat of his fix. I think it was largely for my own sanity in truth, because where others take the scaremongering at face value, I've always had a penchant for analysing data and seeing what is happening for myself. As it turned out, all that was happening was an influenza strain was killing the elderly and vulnerable; and that's not to be heartless, but that is just what happens regardless. The "pandemic" was (and still is) simply a glorified strain of influenza like any other year running it's course through the population.
So, what have I done to keep myself busy whilst the world went to hell in a hand basket? Well, I lost 4 stone from walking to and from work every day and improving my diet (no more 8 coffees a day!). According to the Fitbit I had off my mate Dan back in March I've walked 1,300+ miles since then - that's 2,709,500+ steps! I even started back playing football at Goals, Dimensions and Power League until lockdowns ruined it, smh.
I've been on day trips with my daughter to Waterworld, Flip-Out, Inflato and Blackpool. I bought her an Xbox One S & an iPad, and spent evenings gaming with her remotely whilst video chatting with her on Discord. I've been abroad to Belfast and done the Black Cab Tour and visited the Titantic Museum, the Dark Hedges and the Giants Causeway (thanks to the Game of Thrones Tour). I've written and recorded a new music album (aMuse), and I've finished my novel (Lightfade). The last bit was a joke; that novel is never getting finished at the rate I write it.
I've spent a lot of time gaming, watching TV and films (thanks to Netflix, Disney Plus and Amazon Prime), and even read a few books. Hell, I even had Spotify Premium and now Amazon Music Unlimited. Some entertainment has been good, some trash; we'll discuss below. I've spent time with friends and family; first this was remotely on video chats, and then more recently in person (albeit secretively lest I be arrested for choosing to ignore the scaremongering fear porn being force fed to me daily). All in all, I've done my best to just keep busy, keep "normal" and get on with my life.
TV has seen a wide range of content consumed. Atypical S2 & S3 kicked off the year, followed by the shocking documentary Don't F**k with Cats. You S1 & S2, then also I Am Not Okay With This. Reverted back to anime to finish up S3 of Castlevania, and then had a little bit of light entertainment with White Gold S2. Allowed my curiosity to get the better of me and delved into The Seven Deadly Sins S1. Back to regular content like Car Masters: Rust to Riches S2 and Rust Valley Restorers S2. Tiger King: Murder, Mayhem and Madness emerged to absolutely flip society on it's head. Sex Education S1 & S2. Naturally I binged Ricky Gervais sensational After Life S2. Then I went a little mad and binged all 9 seasons of Peep Show, because... well, why not? Back to curious anime with High School DxD S1, and then onto something more meaty with Ozark S1, S2 & S3. Space Force S1 came along to amuse me, and my brother encouraged me to watch Schitt's Creek so I binged all 4 seasons of that. 13 Reasons Why S4 dropped, and I was recommended to check out Cursed S1 as well. How To Sell Drugs Online (Fast) S1 & S2 entertained me, and then my mate Kyle told me to check out The Umbrella Academy S1 & S2 which I did. High Score S1 followed delving into the history of the games industry, and my brother told me Jack Whitehall: Travels with my Father S4 had slipped under my radar so I caught that too. No Game No Life S1 was back to the anime, and The End of the F**king World S2 brought me more deadpan humour. The Haunting of Bly Manor S1 was another new name causing a scene so I watched that too. My bestie Gina gave me access to her Disney Plus account and I watched some National Geographic documentaries, Finding Atlantis, Atlantis Rising and The Lost City of Machu Picchu. I got Amazon Prime to order my daughter some birthday presents, and subsequently binged The Boys S1 & S2. Disney Plus rounded out the year by adding The Mandalorian S2. An emo reminded me that Vikings existed, so to see out 2020, I'm binging S6 of that.
Disclaimer, I'm not much of a film watcher. I saw Netflix added Studio Ghibli titles and watched My Neighbour Totoro, Spirited Away, Laputa: Castle in the Sky and Arrietty. My colleague Sophie told me to watch Spenser Confidential so I watched that in a Netflix Party with my brothers, and I rewatched Chappie with my nephew Charlie. Watched The Platform in a Netflix Party with my brothers too, and then watched the Goon, and Goon: Last of the Enforcers. Saw some strange film called Cardboard Gangsters. When the pandemic was hitting, everyone was watching Contagion so I joined in. Watched Fractured on a Netflix Party with my brothers. Saw The Brothers Grimsby and Extraction. Rewatched Death Note with my nephew; I love Ryuk! Saw Netflix added Eurovision Song Contest: The Story of Fire Saga and watched it because Will Ferrell is hilarious. A few guys from my MSF guild recommended checking out The Old Guard; wasn't that impressed tbh. When I got access to Disney Plus I jumped at the chance to watch the final trilogy of Star Wars; The Force Awakens, The Last Jedi, and The Rise of Skywalker. Watched Hubie Halloween with my nephew. Watched The Social Dilemma after seeing a guild mate on about it. Calm With Horses was a strange film. Mortal Engines disappointed after I'd been hyped to see it. Watched Home Alone whilst wrapping Christmas presents like every year. Followed up with a bunch of mediocre Christmas films on Netflix; Holidate, Christmas with the Coopers, A Christmas Prince, A Christmas Prince: The Royal Wedding, A Christmas Prince: The Royal Baby, and Christmas Inheritance. Watched The Christmas Chronicles with my nephew, and ended up with It's A Wonderful Life on Xmas Eve (another tradition of mine).
Didn't read anywhere near as much as I'd hoped. Biohazard by Ken Alibek was an obviously relevant title as the pandemic began. I read half of The Art of Asking by Amanda Palmer after getting it cheap from Google Play; my friend Joey had been recommending me read it for some time. Found a free copy of The Rational Male by Rollo Tomassi online and gave it a once through. I bought an anthology of The Famous Five last Christmas and finally read the first book Five on a Treasure Island by Enid Blyton. My brother got me The Subtle Art of Not Giving A F*ck by Mark Manson for my birthday as requested which is what I'm currently reading.
It's been a mixed bag of gaming this year; I've probably bought more titles than I've played. It started with getting the Platinum on God of War, followed up by the disappointing Thronebreaker which was too narrative heavy for me to stay engaged. I finally played through Uncharted 4: A Thief's End, and satisfied my nostalgia with the long overdue FFVII Remake (when is Part 2 coming?!). Blitzed through the campaign of Call of Duty WWII before becoming bored with Monster Hunter World around 3/4 of the way through. Discovered the masterpiece that is What Remains of Edith Finch and followed up with the Rise of the Tomb Raider. Slogged through Assassin's Creed: Unity so that I could follow up with Odyssey (recently started). Thoroughly enjoyed the absolute gem that is Marvel's Spider-Man which inevitably got Platinumed. And of course spent way too much time playing Marvel Strike Force, Fortnite and Minecraft (as ever). Oh, and I dabbled in Among Us, the obsessive game this year.
So yeah, all in all it's been a crazily mundane year. Roll on 2021 when hopefully life can return to some semblance of normality!
Well... wow. It actually happened? Well. Sort of. But not really.
Alas. On paper, Brexit has been delivered.
The most terrifying part of the "victory" speech was hearing Boris Johnson proclaim that "Britain can now make it's own laws" which given the tyrannical shitstorm we've seen throughout Covid is fucking horrific.
What was supposed to be one of the highlights of Brexit, being able to Govern ourselves, has now become an alarming prospect.
I'm also hearing that Gibraltar, Northern Ireland, and the Fisheries have all been fucked over in order to get this "deal" delivered before New Year, along with seed farmers and no doubt many other industries. Ironic when all along we'd been supportive of a "no deal" rather than a "bad deal".
At least we've reclaimed our spot as 5th strongest economy, with a forecast that UK GDP will absolutely bury France by 2035.
https://www.telegraph.co.uk/business/2020/12/26/uk-economy-outstrip-europe-next-15-years/
Rule Britannia, I guess? Perhaps.
The US election made for an interesting watch from afar; we had Mr. "Orange Man Bad" himself, Donald Trump running against the "Children's Hair Sniffer" geriatric fuck Joe Biden. Predictions of a "blue wave" sweeping across the USA proved to be wishful thinking, as the election race descended into a neck and neck utter shit show.
Huge swathes of Democratic votes were mailed in, adding suspicious looking surges in the data which fueled the fires that voter fraud was occurring. Allegations of tampering, and rumours of covert software "Dominion", "Hammer" and "Scorecard" surfaced and were quickly shutdown by the MSM. People who had previously been in favour of hounding Trump throughout his entire 4 year term regarding allegations of "Russian collusion" now decried the act of questioning the outcome of the Election vote as being "anti-democratic".
People really do have short memories, smh.
And let's all be real here, Biden isn't gonna be running shit anyway; he's the puppet for Kamala Harris.
https://www.skynews.com.au/details/_6191663813001
It's been a funny kind of year. I always believed that years incremented chronologically, alas, last year was 2019, and this year is 1984.
From the outset of this "pandemic", I've always stuck to my guns that this was naught more than an over-hyped flu. People mocked me, called me a "conspiracy theorist" or a "covidiot", they implied I was a moron for not buying into the media propaganda machine, and yet here we are, back under the oppressive regime of yet another pointless lockdown. Once again, the data does not support it. Once again, the consequences from it will be dire. Once again, I'm an outlier for not championing it.
The cognitive dissonance I witness daily is beginning to wear my patience thin. People truly do have short memories when it comes to facts, figures, stats and lies. The entire duration of this pandemic has been wrought with falsified, exaggerated and dishonest statistical models, predictions, scenarios and graphs. SAGE produce a graph that isn't remotely reflective of reality, the media band it around, the Government refers to it, and consequently pointless policy is legislated on the back of it. The naive public buy into the idiot proof graphs saying we will all die, and then once it's too late, the data is challenged, revised and/or retracted entirely. By now you would expect people would see it coming; unfortunately, and quite maddeningly, the large majority seem to not.
It's bad. No, not Covid, silly. Everything else.
Financially, we are fucked. Proper fucked. The projected borrowing in the current financial year according to the OBS is £372 billion compared to £54.5 billion in total for the entire of last year. Let that resonate for a moment. Remember when austerity was blamed for the avoidable deaths of 130,000 people before? Well buckle fucking up because we're about to hit crescendo.
Where do you think they're going to recuperate £317.5 billion from? I'll take an educated guess that the answer to that quandary doesn't bode well for any of us. Yet disillusioned sheeple just keep drinking their lockdown medicine and basking in their 80% furlough payouts thinking this is all just going to blow over after New Year and life can go back to how it was. You have to laugh at the clown world we live in now. If you didn't laugh, you'd probably be reaching for a noose instead.
Let's be honest here; there are only a few places that £317.5 billion can come from. We all may as well begin to prepare ourselves for higher taxes, a reduction in public spending (ya'no non-important stuff like the NHS, Police and Education), and wave goodbye to our pensions. Retirement age will be pushed back until you're 75 to stop you claiming what you're entitled too. Not sure who'd be paying the higher taxes though, most people will be unemployed as repeated lockdowns bankrupt their employers.
So as businesses close up for good - bankrupted by needless lockdowns, millions of people become unemployed as there's no jobs out there hiring, elderly relatives die alone and afraid in care homes, nobody can visit friends or families, shuttered gyms result in worse public health, kids grow up with worse education and more impoverished than their parents because almost everybody is on benefits, holidays abroad are a distant memory because the aviation industry collapsed, increases in cancer and heart related deaths because the underfunded NHS cannot cope with the backlogs created by suspending all non-Covid related healthcare, more people become destitute and depressed leading to suicide rates skyrocketing...
...but hey! Good news! At least we can all wear our masks, locked inside our homes, clapping our hands, and accepting our rushed vaccine that will likely have serious long term health impacts they haven't realised yet, proud that we "beat the virus".
Fucking mental; I live in an actual clown world on fucking steroids.
Let me off this fucking 'ronacoaster.
When Derek Chauvin knelt on George Floyd's neck, I was outraged like everyone else. I was angry. I wanted justice to be served. And then BLM happened. And I lost interest. Why? Well.
Entirely sincere question; forgive my ignorance if I'm not seeing all the pieces yet.
What is the purpose of these BLM protests? As in, what is the end goal? What is the aim? What is the goal that needs to be met for the protesters to be appeased and feel they've achieved their aim?
At the moment it seems the intended goal is akin to The Purge. Deface War memorials, damage innocent peoples property, steal property for personal gain, ruin businesses who's owners have worked hard to build them from nothing, and kill or defund the police entirely (even those that aren't racist and work hard to protect communities from criminals).
Is that the actual purpose? Is this what the protests are intended to achieve? I don't think so, but I could be wrong. I'd assumed (perhaps naively) that it was about holding police (mainly racist ones) accountable for their excessive use of force, and to honour the deaths of victims of aforementioned police brutality. As an additional layer of purpose, to open the worlds eyes to any systemic racism that still lingers in shadows.
Please, enlighten me. At the moment the purpose (which I'd assumed it was for) has been largely lost amidst the reports of rioting, looting and general anarchy.
After digesting all the criticisms, concerns and public outcry with sharpened pitchforks, it has been decided that the UK is going to be stay in lockdown forever.
This is the only way to please the masses.
The Government is also being disbanded for their failings, since now 0.00047% of the population have died from this virus.
Since the Gov can never get it right and there are always people complaining that they know better than the Government, we've decided it's easier to just get rid of it entirely. There you go, that's better now. Nobody can be angry or point fingers at who is to blame; time to take ownership for your own lives.
The Government collects taxes to pay for the NHS, Police, Fire and Army. Since we no longer have a Gov, we no longer have public services unless we can sort out a way to fund them. Who has some money to chip in? By the way, you are now permanently unemployed and cannot claim benefits. You have zero income.
Due to the ongoing lockdown, 90% of businesses have closed. You cannot claim benefits as they are paid by the Gov that no longer exists. Stay healthy and eat well, because we no longer have public healthcare either. Don't be a victim of a crime, because we no longer have a police force to help us. Shops are closed. Nobody has any money to buy anything so they cannot afford to stay open. Try not to starve to death without food. There are no airlines now either, and you couldn't afford to fly even if there was. Get comfy where you are because holidays are no longer a thing. All educational institutions are closing permanently; if you want your kids to be educated, you will need to teach them yourselves.
Try to stay positive so you don't have a mental breakdown. Remember there is no health service to assist you. Don't commit suicide.
Good luck.
"The figures on deaths relate in almost all cases to patients who have died in hospital and who have tested positive for COVID-19.In addition to these figures, the Office for National Statistics (ONS) publishes weekly counts of deaths in which COVID-19 was mentioned on the death certificate. It includes cases outside hospital and also some cases where COVID-19 is suspected but no test has taken place. "